Katie.
What the f**k is he talking about?
I want this right now, I want him to f**k me and now he’s saying not now.
Gosh, I need him now. I want him to f*****g do all that he has in mind; take me however he wants and I wouldn’t mind. Why is he having a change of mind now; is it because of what happened tonight? But he saw that nothing happened between the man and me right, I wasn’t touched. He came in on time before he could do anything.
“I…”
“Look Katie, I’m not saying this because I no longer want you, no. I know what you are thinking to get now but I want to let you know that it’s not that way.” He explained but I wasn’t hearing any of it.
My mind was filled with thoughts on why he was acting this way. Was he perhaps disgusted by me?
“Katie… listen to me.” He grabbed my han
