*Malina*
I feel dizzy. I always do when our kisses get a bit more heated like now. My hands are in his hair. I love that he has let his hair grow since he arrived and now it's an unruly mob of fluffy curls.
Lately, I have been thinking about taking our physical relationship further. I trust him, and honestly, I often get an urge to get closer to him.
I don't know how to say it, so I gently push him a bit away. Nervously biting my lip, I let the towel fall and hear him gasp softly. When he doesn't say anything, I suddenly feel stupid and shy and grab for the towel, but he stops me. "God, baby, you are so beautiful."
"Thanks," I say, blushing. Why did I do this? Now I am standing here naked, not knowing what to do with myself, feeling even more stupid.
He gently reaches out to stroke a finger down my cheek. "It means the world to me that you trust me like this. I'm not supposed to do anything that puts stress on the wound. But that doesn't mean I can't be really nice to you."
His hands run gently down my sides, like he is making a mental map of my body. His mouth slightly open, as he breathes softly. The way his eyes take me in makes me feel beautiful, and it makes a warmth grow in my stomach.
*Josh*
I must admit she really surprised me. I hadn't expected her to make the first move towards a more physical relationship. And it isn't that I don't want to go all the way; to be honest, I would love to. But I better not risk pulling any stitches, and I'm not sure she is ready. I'm also a bit scared I could hurt her.
As I lean down to kiss her softly again, I lift her into my arms and carry her to the bed. Laying her down, taking in the beautiful sight of her sprawled naked on the bed before crawling up next to her.
I rest my hand against her cheek, using my other arm to support my weight. Kissing her slowly and sensually. Her hands are caressing my shoulders and arms. Her tongue inviting mine to a dance.
My mouth travels down along her jaw and slowly down her long graceful neck. Kissing and nipping, pulling small gasps and moans from her. My fingers run along her collarbone and down the side of her ribs.
Traveling further down and over the soft skin on her stomach. My mouth leaving kisses along her shoulder. She really is tiny, and I feel like a giant next to her. But she is perfect, every single part of her. My hand slowly gliding up to cup her breast. They are bigger than I expected, and she seems to catch on to my surprise.
"My father makes me bind them up tight when I am working, not to mess with my balance."
"It's a shame really, they are absolutely perfect the way they are," I tell her, making her giggle softly. Her sounds turn into moans as I gently knead first one, then the other breast.
My mouth finds its way to her pink, hard n****e, closing around it, earning me a gasp. Her hands grip my shoulders. The only problem is having an erection actually pulls at the stitches and it hurts, but I choose to ignore it.
After spending a fair amount of time devoted to her breast, feeling her almost melt into the mattress, my mouth starts sliding further down her body. Leaving trails of kisses over her flat stomach and then from her knee up her thigh, only to repeat on the other side.
I can feel her tense up a bit, and I totally get it. This is a very big thing for her, and I feel so honored to be the one she trusts enough. I ever so gently spread her thighs farther apart before slowly dipping my head down to run my tongue over her.
I know men often tell women in the throes of passion that they taste good, but she does. She tastes sweet in a way I have never experienced before.
She starts to relax and moan deeply as my mouth finds her clit. My tongue teases it, my fingers running over her folds. I very slowly slide one finger into her warm center, making her almost buck off the mattress to meet me. No doubt she really is a virgin, as my finger only just fits.
*Malina*
Holy s**t, I had never expected anything could feel like this. His mouth on me feels so sinfully good that I will probably never be able to enter a church again.
It is like a warm coil is rapidly tightening inside my center. When he gently slides a finger inside me, I gasp. It feels a little weird at first, like it barely fits. Then as he starts to slowly move it, it feels nice.
It kind of feels like he is searching for something. And suddenly it is like he hits a switch inside me, making me gasp out loud, the touch sending delicious electricity through my body. The coil inside me feels ready to blow.
I can feel him smile against my skin as his mouth is back on me. I am gasping, moaning, and thrashing around as his finger starts tapping that point. His free hand grabbing my hip to hold me still.
It is like my veins are filled with liquid pleasure, and it is almost too much to handle. My hands are pulling at the sheet, and I am rambling off incoherent words. "Oh God… please… oh oh oh... Josh God yes... shit."
He chuckles lightly against me, sending vibrations straight into me, and I can't handle it any longer. I press myself up, and my thighs snap shut around him as I literally scream out as intense pleasure washes over me, causing my insides to cramp up violently. Oh God, it feels so good. Josh looks almost scared at my reaction and clamps his free hand over my mouth to muffle my sounds a bit.
I slump back feeling totally spent. My body feels heavy and relaxed, it feels nice. Josh removes his hand from my mouth and gently retracts his finger from me.
He looks at me, his expression a bit stunned. "Oh wow, baby. Sorry about gagging you, but I was afraid people would come running."
"It's fine, Josh. Sorry about the noise, I... I couldn't control it," I say, blushing. I have heard the women in the circus talk about s*x, but I had never imagined it could be like this. And it hadn't even been real s*x.
He smiles at me, pulling the covers over me and pulling me into his arms. Whispering against my neck, "Don't apologize about that, baby. I like a woman to show her pleasure. It's just… Well, these trailers aren't really soundproof."
I really hope no one heard. But right now I can't really bother. I feel too good, too relaxed. And soon I am slipping into a deep sleep in Josh's arms.