That night I didn't sleep a wink. Maybe it was because of the nerves about moving to a completely different Pack, in another country and different continent. After all, I didn't have much experience with traveling. The one and only time I left my home was when I jumped off the steep of the mountain. Not my greatest memory, but in the end a lot of pain led me to a whole new life I happen to love.
It also could partially be because of what happened last night with Ilia. I so badly wanted to stay cool and collected that I agreed to the rejection and nonchalantly mentioned it as my idea, just for it to not work in the end and making me bolt out of his apartment, which by the way smelled like he sprayed each corner with his scent making it hard to breathe and keep my head straight.
But what
