"Beats me." He stood up from his chair and faced me. “I didn’t care. I love how she is mine and hated that she belonged to all of us, too. And I wasn’t into her either. She was like a sister to me and I adored her. She wasn’t a woman, but a little sister I could cherish and take care of. I didn’t have the intention of being serious with her. All that mattered to me was being happy with everyone.”
“No! We didn’t matter to you, Gerhard. Donovan is the one who is so important to you more than everyone else.”
“What makes you think that?”
“Because you are his lover.” I blurted out, and he burst into laughter and added. “I didn’t come all the way from the US to listen to your crap.”
“But it is the truth.”
“I came here to find my mate. Not Donovan.”
“But in some ways, you want him to be you
