“I understand.” “Yeah.” I took my hand off his because of how painful it was and put it at my side. “I’m also sorry for letting you see what was happening between me and Donovan 8 years ago.” “Huh!” I turned to him and he smiled a little and sat down beside me on the bed with his right leg curved backward and his left leg resting on his leg. “You shouldn’t have seen that. It must have been painful for you to see your mate on top of your other mate banging each other.” “What do you mean by, it must have been painful for me and you knew we were mates back then?” “Yep! I knew it. Everyone knew it, but we all kept quiet because of Sihwa.” “Sihwa?” I gasped. “I thought you guys stopped because of Aiden and not…” “Nope! When Sihwa heard about you, he ordered everyone not to touch you til