STATUS: With Benefits Only

[SPG] Chapter V: It was a Mistake

Celestine's POV

I took the half-empty bottle of whiskey I saw on the glass table on the second floor. I immediately took a swig and winced at the taste. Damn, no ice! You're so dumb, Celestine!

I wiped my lips roughly with the back of my hand and walked around the wide second floor. There was no one here; it was quiet and extremely peaceful. It was the opposite of what was going on downstairs.

I squinted as my vision started to blur.

"Sh*t!" I exclaimed and took another sip of alcohol. It seemed like I wouldn't be able to carry out my plan now. I won't be able to give my virginity to Domini—wait, was that Dominique?

My eyes narrowed as I stared at the back of a man who entered a room where I thought I saw Dominique.

"Wait for me, baby," I whispered with a grin on my face. I drink from the bottle of whiskey once again until there's nothing left, and then I take it back to where I took it.

I leaned on the wall when I felt like falling before I straightened my back and composed myself, then walked my way to the room. I turned the knob slowly and grinned when I realized the door wasn't locked.

I didn't make any noise and went straight to a tall man with his back facing me, standing by the sliding glass door and looking at the dark sky.

The room was dimly lit from the lampshade sitting on the bedside table. Despite my unsteady walk and blurred vision, I managed to get closer to Dominique and embrace him from behind.

I sniffed his manly perfume. This man smells so good!

"What are you doing inside my—"

"Shhh!" I cut him off. I immediately stood in front of him and, without hesitation, grabbed him for a kiss. I pressed my body against his and passionately kissed him on the lips. "Kiss me back," I uttered in between kisses. I was surprised when he kissed me back and forcefully grabbed my waist. I secretly grinned. So, you want me too, Dominique; you just want me to make the first move, huh?

But damn! He kisses so well! I'm even more turned on. I felt his hand lift my thighs, and he pushed me against the cold but solid wall of his room.

I never let go of his kisses. I want him more!

I moaned when he lowered his kisses down to my neck. I tugged at his hair while savoring the warmth of his tongue on my skin. In an instant, we were on the bed.

He slowly took off my clothes, and I did the same to him. I bit my lower lip when I saw his hot, naked body, but I was surprised when I saw his manhood. It was huge! It looked like a pipe, sisters! No wonder every woman he f*cked craves for him more.

He automatically positioned his body between my thighs and kissed me hungrily, to which I automatically responded.

He rubbed his manhood against the entrance of my cave. Obviously, he's trying to tease me!

"Ahh! Sh*t!" I dug my nails into his back when he suddenly pushed himself inside. It's so painful! Tears streamed down my face because of what happened. I assumed that s*x would be enjoyable, but it appears that it initially hurt quite a bit. He groaned as he looked me in the eye.

"You're still a virgin," he said in a low yet husky voice. I nodded and kissed him again.

"Take me all night," I whispered amid our kisses.

"As you wish," he whispered. He slowly inserted himself inside me. I could do nothing but endure the pain.

I heard him curse, and he grabbed both of my hands, positioning them above my head. "F*ck! You're so tight!" he exclaimed, followed by a moan.

He hadn't even gone halfway, but I felt completely filled. As he gradually moved on top of me, the pain quickly lessened and gave way to a mild ache.

"Mmhh! Ahhh!" I moaned as he quickened his pace. He was becoming rougher with me.

"Dammit! You feel so good." I heard him whisper against my ears and bit my earlobe. This must be what they call 'heaven'. He was thrusting inside me faster and harder. Our moans and the sound of our skins hitting each other filled the entire room.

I couldn't count how many times he took me that night, but all I knew was that I completely surrendered myself to him. I can say that I became a woman the moment he took my purity.

***

I rubbed my eyes and instinctively massaged my head when it started to ache. I cursed softly and closed my eyes tightly. I won't drink again! I looked at a large sliding glass door and admired the rising sun. I glanced at the nightstand table and checked the digital clock there. It's 6:45 in the morning.

I scanned the room as I stretched. It felt like I woke up in a foreign room. And I felt a sudden movement beside me, so I quickly turned to look. A broad and smooth back on top of the bed shocked me. Only the white bedsheet covered the lower part of his body.

I swallowed hard when I remembered what happened last night. Before looking down to check, I found myself naked!

My heart started racing when the man suddenly turned to me, rubbing his eyes.

No... No... This can't be! This can't be happening!

"Good morning," he greeted me as he ran his fingers through his soft hair. "Did I satisfy you last night?" I choked at his next question.

Dominique wasn't the one I slept with last night!

"W-why is it you?!" I said this in disbelief and pulled the sheets to cover my body.

"Are you expecting someone else?" he asked, raising an eyebrow. "Oh right, you actually moaned that kid’s name last night while I was thrusting inside you." My face immediately turned red at his words.

Shit!

I slept with the wrong Gutierrez!

"X-Xyler?!" I exclaimed his name.

"Yes, the girl who crashed into my car. We finally met again."

I’m doomed.

"Where were you last night?" Sasha asked while wiping my forehead with a cold towel. I'm in our condo now. After finding out that I gave myself to Xyler instead of Dominique, I quickly left his room and went home.

"O-Ouch, Bruh! Don't press my arm; it hurts."

"Why did you have a fever? This is the first time you've been like this after a night out," Sasha said. Yes, I have a fever, and my whole body hurts. Damn Xyler, he f*cked the hell out of me last night!

"Hey! Your face is red again!" It's because I remembered what happened last night. If only I could turn back time, I would! I want to curse myself for being stupid.

"Bruh, I have something to tell you," I said as Sasha squeezed the small towel and placed it on my forehead. She looked at me, seemingly waiting for what I was about to say.

"Well, something really happened last night," I started, making her eyes widen.

"What?! W-wait, are you serious?! So that's why your whole body hurts now?" I nodded at her and bit my lip.

"But there's a problem."

"What? What's the problem, Tine?"

"I didn't give it to Dom." Her mouth dropped open, and it seemed like she froze in her seat. "I-I gave it to Xyler Gutierrez instead, Bruh!" I continued, which surprised her even more.

"WHAT?!?!?!" I flinched at the loudness of her voice. "Oh my God, Celestine Lyn Dela Pena! This is a disaster!" She stood up and paced around my room, biting her index finger.

"Wha- What should I do?! What's your plan? What are you going to do?" She was now getting hysterical, obviously troubled by what I did.

"I-I don't know, Bruh. I have no face to show Xyler anymore. And there's another problem."

"Another one?!" She couldn't believe her ears and faced me. "Sash, it's because of Makie... H-He kissed me last night and told me he liked me. S-Sash, what should I do? He knew that I liked Dominique, right?" Sasha slapped her forehead.

She immediately went to my bedside table, grabbed a glass of water, and drank it quickly. Her hand trembled as she put the glass back.

"Damn it, I'm thirsty because of your problems. This is a huge mess, Tine! Two Gutierrez! You kissed two Gutierrez last night!" Sasha said, massaging her temples. "And you even slept with the wrong Gutierrez; what now? Tsk! It's my fault; if only I hadn't gotten drunk last night, this wouldn't have happened to you."

"Bruh," I called her and held her hand. "Don't blame yourself for my foolishness. I was the one who thought of doing something like this from the beginning. Dom was right when he said that I’m too reckless."

Sasha sighed heavily and looked at me with concern. "What about Mckenzie, Tine?" I couldn't bring myself to open my mouth to answer her question. Honestly, I'm scared. I'm scared for our friendship; I don't want it to be ruined because of a kiss. Makie is someone I care about, so I don't know what I should do at this point.

"Speaking, Makie is calling." Sasha showed me her cellphone, and Mckenzie's name was displayed on the screen.

"Answer it, Sash. He might need you." Sasha nodded before she answered it.

"Hello, Mak— What? Wait a minute, speak slowly; I can't understand you." I furrowed my brow as I looked at her. Sasha immediately turned to me, holding her phone.

"Tine is here, in the condo. Don't worry, she arrived home safely... Yes... Yes, exactly... I-I'll update you... Bye, Makie." She ended the call.

"What did he say?"

"He said you didn't answer his calls last night, and he waited for your reply all night. He didn't know what to do when you suddenly left the party." I took my phone and showed it to Sasha.

"I'm deadbeat," I said before putting the phone back on the nightstand table.

"I think the both of you should talk things out. Communication is the key, Tine. Just explain everything to Mckenzie; you should be honest about your feelings. Makie is also my friend, so I can't help but feel sad for him, but it's better to hurt him with the truth than to comfort him with a lie, don't you think?" She's right, so I agree with her.

I closed my eyes as she gently touched my cheek before standing up.

"I'll cook a bowl of soup for you. Just rest for now." I smiled at my friend before she finally left my room.

As soon as Sasha closed the door, I let out a deep sigh. She's right; I can't always avoid McKenzie; it would only make the situation harder for him. I need to face him and explain everything—that we can't be together and that I can only offer him friendship.

Mckenzie is a great guy. I know he will find a woman who can reciprocate his feelings, but unfortunately, that's not me.

"I'm sorry, Makie. I'm so sorry," I whispered before closing my eyes to sleep.