Ren's POV
Again. It's happening again.
That feeling I've tried to run away from all my life.
As I walked Mauve to her next class, no idea where the hell that was anyways since I was just following her lead, I heard her talking to me about something but I didn't care.
No, it was not that I did not care, it was that I could not care. Not when it felt like my heart was being ripped out of my chest. Not when it felt like the ground was shaking under my feet. Not when it felt like whenever Mauve spoke, I could hear Lily repeating words that would scar me forever.
I don't want you.
All my bones were breaking to pieces in my body.
Don't misunderstanding me. I have nothing but platonic love for you.
Oh god.
"Ren, are you okay?" Mauve looked at me with a worried expression and that was w
