Lily's POV I didn't know how long I stayed crying in front of that machine but Ren held me through all of it, from when I was sobbing like a train wreck to when my cries were quieter and by the time I was done, I was more than embarrassed than I had been crying like that. No, the real embarrassment was the fact that Ren had watched me weep like someone had died and I had used his handkerchief to clean my runny nose. His shirt was probably wet from having to put up with my sobbing against his chest. "Here," he said with a gentle smile, offering me his hand and I hesitated, looking up at him. His smile widened and my heart did serious backflips. He was so gorgeous, so ethereally beautiful, he couldn't be real. Golden brown eyes, soft pink lips, delicate facial bone structure and soft wh