Lily's POV
I was barely able to make it to the bathroom, entering the first stall I could find open when I vomited, my entire body shaking with anger as tears trickled down my cheeks.
Sliding to the ground, I held my knees to my chest and sobbed hard.
Aiden has succeeded in making me do something that I had never wanted to do and what was worse, was that during the act, I realized that I had not hated it.
I had not hated when he grabbed fistfuls of my hair and stared into my eyes, his filled with an intensity that I did not understand and hate, such bright hate that I knew without a doubt how he felt about me.
And yet, as he moved in my mouth, I had felt something else. I didn't know what it was but it was not hatred like I wanted to and that made me ashamed of myself.
What was w
