Chapter 4Spenser felt a thrill go through his entire being as he saw his boyfriend’s arms open in welcome as Spenser came into their bedroom. It’d been a while since he and Jordan had made love. Spenser was relieved to see Jordan wanted him. Spenser walked across the room, crawled onto the bed, and into those waiting arms. As they enfolded him in a warm embrace, Spenser sought Jordan’s lips and kissed him, probing with his tongue, asking to be allowed entry. Jordan opened his mouth and Spenser’s tongue found Jordan’s. As they kissed, Spenser thought of how he was able to engage in these acts of love with less and less guilt. Only weeks before, as much as he’d relished making love with Jordan, once they’d finished, he’d been plagued with remorse fueled by his religious upbringing and beli