Nash I can't believe how nervous I am. Then again I haven't gone out on a date since I was a teenager romancing Katie. I never had to ask for those, they were just assumed. Every Friday and Saturday night, she and I were together. There's a pain in my chest every time I think of her today. What would she say? For the first time since she's been gone, I can't even begin to imagine. “You're quiet today." Jameson sits next to me as we take a break. He lights a cigarette, which I hate, but we all have our vices. Luckily, he blows it to the side. “Got a lot on my mind." “Any of it having to do with Caroline?" I've been careful, at least I thought I was, when it comes to how much attention I pay to her. Apparently I haven't been as careful as I thought. “Yeah." He situates himself next t