zxien( main lead).Naina( her bff). Natalia ( first sister).Sia ( second sister) Ranz( brother) ayla (cousin) yuna ( new friend)

08 October 2005 the day when the earthquake come and change everything in just one second.The biggest reason my parents left our beloved house just for safety reasons and move to an other city just to keep their children safe. about 1year later we have a new member in our house every one was happy. The new member bring many happiness and the new member was me 'zxien'. my parents give me the name because they thought I was the one who's the reason of all the hapiness. I live my life with my mom dad 2 sisters and 1 brother very happily . Everything was going fine until one day the internet blows up with the news that doctors discover a virus name 'covid 19' . the same day I graduated from my middle school and it was time to go to high school and start a new journey. zxien :Naina(to her best friend) do you hear the news about the virus that is currently everywhere on internet Naina:I have but i think that just an nonesen i don't believe in things like that. zxien : whatever it's the last day of our school promise me you are going to be with me forever Naina: promise. but why are you saying that today?is there something in your mind? zxien : nothing i just want to make sure that you will never leave me even if you find someone new... Naina:that can never happen it's been 8 year since we are toghter zxien: yeah it is but i don't wanna lose you in my life Naina: come-on just tell me. did something happen to you? why are you like this today (bell rings) zxien: oh! it's time to leave I will see you soon.bye bye Naina but i was asking you something. zxien: bye bye I'll see you soon Naina: bye. (whisperes) she's definitely out of her mind (every one goes to their house) (at dinner table) zxien's dad: did you guys hear about the virus its getting more serious zxien's mom:there is nothing like this that is just an rumer how can you guys believe on it Sia: I think that's an serious matter zxien don't you think so zxien: I do but no one is going to believe me Natalia: can you guys stop talking about all that stuff I didn't came here to listen all that zxien : ok let's change the topic it just giving me anxiety Sia: ok Natalia tell us about your in law's are you happy with them Natalia: absolutely I am it's been 5 year since my wedding why are guys asking me that now? zxien: we are just making sure that you remember every thing or not (every one start laughing) Sia : we are just teasing you zxien: I miss dude(ranz) so much we all are here but he is there(Canada) all alone Natalia: yes it's been so long seens we all meet him Sia: yes Zxien:I really wana meet him Sia:me to (news starting playing) it is going to be lockdown in our country bcz of COVID and school college and offices are closed no one can go outside the country zxien:huh! we can't go anywhere dad: yes that's what they're saying zxien : but I don't want to just stay in my room for a long time Dad: why don't we go back to our village its a great chance for you guys to see yours Old house zxien: that's an awesome idea Dad: tomorrow we are leaving for village make sure that all of you are done with your packing and wake up early in the morning NEXT MORNING zxien:I think it's the time to wake up now but i don't know what i am going to do there zxien : sia wake up we are getting late Sia: give me one minute more please zxien getting ready and going outside zxien: dad I am ready Dad: where is everyone zxien: they are getting ready zxien sits in the car after some time everyone come and they leave for their old house everyone taking pictures but zxien looking outside the window after a long drive they arrive aunt: welcome everyone zxien: thank you aunt:oh zxien you grow up so well zxien:thank you every one go to their aunt house for some refreshments meanwhile zxien with her cousin (ayla) ayla:it a long time since I meet you zxien:yeah it was but i really miss you guys soo much ayla: you guys are here for a long time if I am not wrong . zxien : yeah we are just like that we spend more than five months there in nature and when we come back it was still lockdown . during the pandemic I slowly start losing my confidence and my anxiety become more serious meanwhile I have to start my high school I use to have online classes at home and one day government announce that school college and offices are going to be open from the beginning of March. march 1 the first day of school i though It was going to be fine and obviously it was until they month of march end because the one thing i was always scared of loosing I lose in that situation the person who promise me that she will never leave me no matter what happens but i think she was lying to me but I lost Naina from my life she betrayed me like 8 years friend ship was nothing to her she started ignoring me because she find a new best friend and i start having more serious mental breakdown and have social anxiety that means I hate my self and think others do the same.I think she's just an lesson to me somethime people just teach you a lesson that you don't even want to learn. I use to think that I was alone there was no one by my side. seeing people being happy around me annoy me alot. I use to think that i don't have that much confidence to face people and tell them what is happening in my life. loosing all my hope and use to hate my self.because of covid i lose so many things in my life like Best friend confidence appearance and many other sometimes i use to remember all the things and always wanted to die. during covid I graduated from my high I made a new friend. who taught me an other reason to live a happy life and she was the reason that today I am alive. she helps me alot to be confident love my self and many other things.may 6 our summer vacation started and I really wanna visit my village. we all visit aut village once again but this time 3 year later.there were many things that change my appearance my attitude way of talking being more kind of mature being more serious. these are the things that were changed. I was the same person but not the same personality that i use have when I was 13.we all were there to make memories and for our mental and physical health. one day something strange happen a teenager boy coming in my room kissing my forehead and saying that he will always protect me and take me with him giving me a bracelet and leaving . when I wake up I think that was a dream because I don't know how he looks I don't know him all I know about him was he have the butterfly tattoo on his neck same like the one I have on my shoulder. I think that all way just a dream until the next day start I was cleaning my room. I found the same bracelet under my bedsheet that I see in my dream . that moment was something else for me i don't know how to react. there was many question in my mind like maybe that was not my dream . maybe that Sia's bracelet maybe I am mistaken. zxien:Sia is this your bracelet?. Sia: it's not mine why are you asking me that.. zxien: nothing i just found it under my bedsheet Sia:oh! now it's your wear it. zxien : forget it did someone else came in my room? do you know anything about it Sia: i didn't know about it. zxien : ok ( zxien wears it thinking that it someone else) we use to go to our aunt house spend more time there and like this i forgot about the bracelet we enjoy every minute there zxien: its been a whole month since we are here Sia: right do you know that Dad's friend and there family are coming here zxien: oh shoot i literally forgot about it Sia: go and change your cloth they will be here I any minute zxien : ok that was strange for me I don't know why Mr and Mrs Arthur arrived with there son San we welcome them and they we have so many fun with them until i notice san was wearing the same bracelet and now I think that was not my dream .and I really wanna know what was happening with me. dinner was ready we had dinner and after that sia san and me went to the garden for a small walk. mom call sia for help and she left us alone. San: oh zxien look we have the same bracelet zxien: yeah I just realize it San: by the way do you want to be my friend? zxien:yes about I think it's to fast. San: maybe but we can know each other well zxien: maybe.... San: is there something you want to know about me.? zxien: nothing... oh is your neck alright because you are wearing a neck sticker. San: oh it just hurt a little that's why i have that zxien: oh.. and here we started to become friends but i know that he was the same person because he dont have a tattoo. we come back to our city they were now our neighbors and now we become best friend one day uncle Arthur tells everyone that there a person who wants to kill me because uncle Arthur have some issues with him. but I never understand that why he want to kill me when he have a problem with uncle. time flys like this i was 18 when uncle ask me and San to leave the country for a year because the person will kill me. it was a shock to me butt still we have done with our process and someday later we leave for the airport to start our new lifes I always dream about becoming a fashion designer and it was a dig day because I got addmision in south Korea's biggest university in Seoul. and San join the a company . every one was thinking that me and San are leaving in a dorm but we were not. we bought a apartment the very next month and now the thing was to choose the rooms. we choose them it was my first time living without my parents and I was scared as hell but I manage to live there to achieve my dreams . after some days i start working with a brand as a designer. waking up every day making breakfast and going to university coming back getting ready for the like that I spend most of my time. during dinner time zxien: san I really wanna have a turtle San: what? are you sure zxien: I mean yeah i really wanna have one. San: if you want you have it zxien:hm by the way why don't you go to the doctor with me? San: for what?. zxien: for your neck most of the time you are massaging your neck why don't you just go to the doctor. San: that's just a little issues its not that serious. zxien: oh San:done. am going to sleep I am really tired today zxien: huh? suddenly next morning zxien: Good morning checking everywhere zxien: it's 7 am where is he may be he has a meeting early today I need to be quick because if I didn't i am about to miss my class later the day zxien cooking door opens San: listen! we are in a big problem zxien:what? problem? San: hm my mom is coming here to see us zxien: but no one told me that she us coming here and how do you know that? San:minie told me that he saw her at the airport zxien: that's an big problem wait what we are going to do? San: let's do one thing you go to your friend(sojin) house and when she'll come here I will call you. Take sojin with you and go to the souel apartment when she'll ask about you I say that your university transfer you there zxien: ok then I am leaving for sojin house bye San:bye I hope she don't see her about an hour later the bell rangs San: who's there? san's mom: open the door San San: oh mom what you are doing here come inside san's mom: surprise I am here to see my children's how's My son i really miss you San:I miss you too how's everyone there? san's mom: everyone is fine tell about your life is everything is okay? San: it is . bur why didn't you told mean about that you are coming here San's mom:I wanted to give you a suprise is there a room upstairs? San: it is but you can't go there san's mom:why? San: because there are a lot of things and old clothes San's mom:i am tired I am going to take some rest San: but you can take a nap in my room San's mom: are you hiding something from me she goes upstairs San's mom : Is there anyone else living with you? San: no one why are you asking me this San's mom: because there is a lot of girly stuff here is zxien living in the same building as you he whispers damn it San: no she use to live here. San's mom: what do your mean San: this apartment belongs to her she got transferred by her university to Seoul that why she is living in my apartment and i am living here San's mom: oh she lives in there different city.let me call her and ask her to come here zxien: hello aunty are you okay san's mom: I am okay but can you come here zxien:but where? san's mom: oh I really want to give you guys a suprise but it's failed buy the way came here really quick zxien: oh you are in Korea that's an good news I'll try my best to be there on time San' mom: take care bye zxien: bye that's wrong I really don't want to go for an 2 hours ride again sojin: what happens? zxien: guess what we are going back sojin: but it's been 5 minutes since we arrived heree zxien: that's the reason I don't want to go back sojin: ah why we are doing this wait does that mean she knows that you guys are living in the same apartment zxien: she can never find out that we are living in the same house sojin: I hope so let's go back to the station zxien: I am tired as hell but let's go arrived at the apartment zxien ring's the bell san's Mom open the door zxien: hello aunty how are you San's mom:hello.. I am fine what about my little kiddo zxien: I am fine but i really miss you all San 's mom: I miss you too do you want to drink something zxien: no tell is everyone doing well there San 's mom; everyone is doing well since you guys are here we all feel bored every minute nobody talks like how you two use to do zxien: hmm San 's Mom: I am here to take you guys with me for Sia marriage aren't you guys excited to go San: we are but we stil have a month zxien: yes we have San 's mom: no you don't if you two are coming two day's before then who's going to do the preparation. San: I don't think so my company will give me a whole month vacations zxien: same here i have My exam's and i can't miss them San's mom: we are not going tomorrow so you guys haven't time to take days off San: when are you going back? San 's mom: do you want me to go? San: bit likes that I was just asking that how many days are you here's so we can request our bosses too give days off san's mom: ah I am here for three days San: oh San: zxien you are here how your are you to ask for vacations zxien: ah I am going to the main office if they give me same days off then I'll go with aunt San: oh you have a chance but I don't think so that's my boss will give me some days off San's mom: forget about it and help mean to prepare dinner zxien: let me help you with that next morning zxien whispering zxien: San wake up San: hmm zxien: dude wake up I don't know what I am going to do? San: don't tell me that you wake me up for asking for help zxien: absolutely! now tell me what to do San: let's just wait for mom to go back and then apply for Visa zxien: so you are saying that we have to tell lie to everyone now San: I mean yeah because we don't have another option go back to your room before mom wake up and see you in my room zxien: ok I am going (hours later) everyone wakes up. zxien cooking breakfast for everyone San 's mom: so what you two are going to do today zxien: I am going to my university for the vacations process San 's mom: what about you San San: I am going to my office and I'll ask my boss for vacations and then I'll tell you. San 's mom: that's mean I am going to stay home alone zxien: if they accept my request then I'll come back soon San's mom: I wish they accept it San: zxien I can drop you to your university zxien: oh that's an good idea (them having breakfast and leaving for work). in the car. zxien: thank God she didn't know that we live together San: yeah by the way if you got your visa then you are going back with mom? zxien: maybe. san though ( I wish you don't go without me). zxien: oh I think you're aren't going to the wrong way. San: oh sorry I forget. stop's the car infront of the university door zxien: thank you for the ride bye bye San : bye zxien going to the office. zxien: sir may I come In sir: oh come in zxien: good morning sir I am here to ask you that I have some urgent work so I need vacations for one month I am requesting you sir please Sir: I know you are a foreign here but the thing is that you must need to give last exam and then you can apply for the visa. and also you need to score good marks as always zxien: thank you so much sir and i try my best to work hard. thank you. zxien coming out and going to the cafe with her friend. sojin: zxien don't you think that you are going too fast zxien: huh? for what sojin: you came here with San and now you are going back to home without him don't you think that this is wrong for him zxien: that's the point but i don't think so he will care about it. sojin: girl are you out of your mind if he have any problem with that he can't say anything to you zxien: so what do you want me to do sojin: go back home with him zxien: ok I'll think about it but now I have to go to the office or else i am going to be late zxien: see you later bye sojin: text me later about it bye zxien: ok zxien going to the office and asking her boss for some vacation. zxien: boss it's been so long since I meet my family and I have given all the design for the month boss: ok make sure to tell assistant manager about it. zxien: ok boss zxien coming back to the house and thinking about San zxien arrived and rangs the bell San 's mom: oh you're here I was about to call you zxien: for what? San's mom: ah I was going out for shopping and i want you to come with me zxien: just give me few minutes and then I'll go with you San's mom: ok take your time zxien thinking what is she going to tell her should I tell her that I don't want to go back with her or not zxien coming out of the room Both pick there thingy up and close The door in the elevator San's mom:zxien zxien: hm San's mom: did you got some days off for the wedding zxien: actually I was going to tell you about that I have an important exam next Wednesday and also it will take 2 week for the visa and ticket process so it's impossible for me to go with you tomorrow San's mom: that's mean it's just me and San zxien: San got visa? san's mom: no he didn't tell me I am just hoping about it zxien: oh that's a good news San's mom: did you say something zxien: nothing going to the stores and buying things during that zxien got a message that you got the visa android now you can buy your tickets whenever you want zxien: f**k it I am not going to tell anyone about it on the other side san. he got days off but he doesn't want to go back with his mom. thinking about zxien what if she didn't get the visa. what will she think about me. I not going to tell mom that i got the visa I am going to say that they rejected it.I came here with zxien and I'll go back with her. at night every one comes back to home and talking about how there day's went and then San's mom asking him about the visa process San: mom they rejected my visa and it's nothing possible to get it urgent for the second time San 's mom: so you two are telling me that I am going back home alone tomorrow San: zxien you also didn't get the visa zxien: no I didn't because I have an exam on Wednesday and the visa process is going to take Alot of time . San 's mom: since you guys are not going with me than I have to do packing and sleep early for tomorrow.you guys are going tomorrow to drop me to the airport aren't you Both: yes we are San 's mom: then go and sleep zxien thinking and smiling ( thank God he is not going) San thinking ( thank God she is not going tomorrow) next morning everyone got up and get ready to the Seoul airport. arrived San 's mom: today I am going alone but you two have to come together