TAMED: WHEN I CLAIMED YOU

STRIP FOR ME

STRIP FOR ME.

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“The debt that I owe God is so much, but I can't take no more, and I wish I could say no, but my lips are frozen, and my body is limb, so I endure the beating, and watch myself bleed”

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ASHER

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The trunk's oppressive darkness enveloped me, suffocating my screams. Kaiden's maniacal laughter echoed outside, sending shivers down my spine.

"Welcome to your new home” He whispered, his voice dripping with malice, as the trunk creaked open.

A faint glow illuminated the dingy room, revealing Kaiden's twisted grin, but the most outrageous bastadrous word, if bastardrous was even a thing, was when I heard that psychopathic mad man words that felt like blows landed on my heart.

"Strip"

He ordered, his eyes gleaming with sadistic excitement. I swear am not exaggerating when I said that was the look he wore on his face, the look that made me sour, but what could I do when I was already in the lion's den.

If I disobeyed, it would be my doom…

And if I obey, it would be the same thing either way, so this wasn't the case where Rapunzel had to chose whether to stay in the tower or not..No…

I had no choice, I was doomed already, so trembling, I obeyed, my fingers fumbling with buttons and zippers. I obeyed even though it was the most awful thing ever.

My damn father, he always beats me, but he had never for once stripped me naked to abuse me, so this was like an upgraded level, ugraded level of making me feel worthless, an upgarded level that immediately made shame wash over me immediately the clothes left my body, but he didn't care.

God, why would he ever when he was the mad man that told me to do it, and not in front of only him to see my nakedness, but in front of the men, the men with tatooes like him, that assisted him in dragging me to this hellhole, as if I was some kind of animal…well I was to them all. Those fuckers that I could swear I've done nothing wrong to them.

"F-fold your clothes neatly"

Another command…

Mr. Kaiden, the psychopath commanded me immediately the clothes were off me with his voice dripping with condescension, and it was no lie that I felt like hitting him, strangling him, but I knew it would be the most stupidest thing I could ever do, and I was tired of not thinking before I act, but what pained me the most was that no matter how my mind told me to cover up my body, and just let him kill me now after I disobey, since there was really no point in obeying his damn commands when I knew I might be killed either way after all this humiliation and obedience, I was too scared to actually disobey, and that was another greatest mistake I could give make: To give him the satisfaction that he wanted.

I was a fool, the fool that killed myself the more, the fool that fed the devil it's food. His words?..I was f*****g spellbounded again.

"How does it feel, being vulnerable?" Kaiden taunted, his voice piercing my soul.

Immediately I heard that damn words, I met his gaze with hatred burning within me.

"I hate you”

Even though I knew it wouldn't affect him in the slightest, or make him f*****g change his mind, still I wanted him to know that.

God, I wanted him to know that he was a monster, to hear those words from me, and know that if he kills me…after he kills me, I would return and make his life hell, cause I have had enough of s**t in my childhood.

Hell no, I have had enough of all this sufferings, and of being a scapegoat, so even though my voice trembled, I spat out either way, but he only chuckled at my words

“You are cute, but I have not even started at all”

He sang out and catwalked…one step..two step, until he was close enough to me, and when he was, I felt his right palm…

He slapped my face hard, that I was sure it would leave a mark on it, cause his palm tore my lower lip and made it bleed, and I guess he did that as a punishment, a punishment for opening my damn mouth and yelling at him, as a punishment for not begging for my life, even though he wouldn't give me.

He slapped me to make me compose myself, and to remind me that he was still my f*****g senior, but it only made me blood boil, but no matter how angry I was, there was still nothing I could do, cause immediately he slapped me, he twisted my arm back and bounded my wrists and ankles with chains, the metal biting into my skin.

"Insolent boy, you will beg for mercy, and I won't f*****g give you”

He raised my chin up and hissed, and his breath that smelt like a mixture of cigarettes and drugs, made me feel like vomiting, but I dare not vomit, I dare not do anything in other to prevent my head from getting cut off by the mad man that was also into drugs…

The mad man that got tattoes on his body and sharp crazy eyes. Indeed, he was really the mad man that our mothers always warn us about to stay away from, and it was this same mad description of a man that was standing right in front of me.

I was a human, a human that was capable of feeling fear as well. So no, I wasn't some kind of brave male lead in stories that would start to rain punches at the mad man, and free myself on my one, and no, I wasn't some kind of Cinderella that his prince would save him.

I was nothing, no one special…I was just an ordinary scared poor boy that got s**t for a life, an ordinary scared poor boy that resulted into pleading in the end, even though he knew too well that it would make the devil happier than ever.

"Please, let me go" I pleaded, my voice cracking, I was a mess, a mess that he loved to watch. Kaiden's laughter sent chills down my spine.

“Why are you begging, huh?”

It was a rhetorical question, cause immediately he said that, he lifted my chin up and gave me a damn smile, before unleashing punches, each blow crushing my soul.

He was the only one punching me, he didn't let his men touch me like I had thought, and I didn't know the reason why, but it really felt like he had always wanted to destroy me all this years, but why?

Was I mistook for someone else?...

All those questions were the once that raced on my head, but I couldn't think of any answer to them, cause the pain wad unbearable, and…familiar, like when Dad hurt me. The same red, painful liquid flowed out of my skin.

Tears streamed down my face, mingling with the metallic tang of blood.

"Stop, please, I didn't do anything to you” I begged, my voice barely audible.

Kaiden's eyes gleamed, but he didn't reply to me. Infact immediately he heard me, he made my torture worst, as if I had said some taboo words to him…

I didn't understand, I really didn't understand why I was a scapegoat again, and that damn man didn't say anything to me either to make things clear. Hell no, after destroying my naked body, all that f*****g man did was forced me to kneel.

"Look at me" Kaiden ordered.

I met his gaze, with hatred and fear boiling within me

"You're mine now, understood”

Kaiden whispered, he was a maniac, but his f*****g words?…no matter how horrible it sounded, there were still some truth in it, I was his, his f*****g toy until I find a way to escape this place…that is if I ever find a way to escape, but for now, the darkness I hated so f*****g much and thought I had finally escaped it when I was little, consumed me once again, and made me realize that there was never truly any escaping from it.

Hell no, I was trapped, so f*****g trapped in a living nightmare, a living nightmare that was never ending, but why me? Why was it always me? Why!

I didn't hold this questions in, I couldn't at all, so I screamed out, I screamed out and burst into tears, hurtful painful tears, but this tears also mocked me as well, they didn't lessen any boiling pain inside me, and yet again, it was all the demon ever wanted.

To be more frank, he added more salt to my injury, he…that mad f*****g man tightened his grip on me, and his fingers digged into my already bleeding skin.

“Itsy bitsy Asher went out in the woods to play…

Down came a god and took Asher away.

Far far away, where no one would ever know.

Itsy bitsy Asher is trapped here all alone”

He sang…

The devil sang and his inhumane laughter echoed, a chilling melody.

"You'll never escape"

Yet again, he killed my faith, or should I say my wish, cause I had no faith, and dragged me to a cold, dark cell, that stench of mold and despair clung to the walls.

“Good boy, now no one will find you” Kaiden beamed psychopathically, his breath cold against my ear, before heartlessly pushing my naked body inside, and I collapsed with my trembling body…

My poor bloody body that wasn't fit to even be called a body anymore. God, I need a doctor, and I needed help, but I knew that help that I craved for, was miles away from me. To be plain frank, the possibility of getting anyone's help was -1 million, so he was right, I would never escape from here.

I was far doomed already

"Mom… Al.. Alex..." I whispered, tears streaming down my face. It was an outburst from me, cause I couldn't hope it back in, but I wish I did, cause I hated those words that he said immediately he heard me, but I hated his soul more.

You'll forget them."

His eyes gleamed when he said that, and he started laughing at me, mocking me. f**k, that bastard laughed as if he had waited for this day to come…He had, cause if it wasn’t the case, he wouldn't have f*****g do all this to me.

I couldn't have be the scapegoat, so I guess I was a scapegoat all my life, a scapegoat that endured torment and bullshit all my life, but this was the most worst of them all.

The damn man laughter grew louder when he saw the hateful look I wore on my face, but he didn't care, and I really thought he might just keep on laughing forever like the psychopath he was, but immediately I thought that, he stopped as if he could peek into my mind, and locked his eyes onto mine.

“I know what you are thinking…”

He sang out and opened the cell, before walking inside…before walking close to me, until my head touched the wall, cause I had tried to back away, only to get myself trapped in the shitty end, but he didn't smile as usual at my stupidity…No, instead he had this unreadable somewhat angry expression on his face.

This expression that I couldn't understand, and I guess he loved it, being Mr. Mysterious guy.

Fuck, he loved how he made my mind a maze, but his words?...those f*****g words he said were a lot shitter than I thought it would be.

“You must be thinking why dear ol’senior Kaiden was doing this to you”

He lowered himself down to my level, and held my chin, so I don't look away

“Tell me am wrong, Asher?”

He said my name again, and I hated it, cause if there was anyone in the world hat didn't deserve to say my name after all they have made me pass through was him, and my shitty dad, but I don't know who to give the first place award to, cause both were mad men, mad f*****g men that were after me, their puppet.

“Get away from me!”

I screamed, cause I couldn't keep the rage I felt to myself anymore

“You don't have the f*****g right to say that!”

And he screamed back at me, and held unto my neck with his hands.

Was he going to kill me at last? Maybe, and I wasn't going to beg him anymore not too, cause it wasn't worth it. Begging him, and living this cramp of a life, but when he noticed it, he let go of me.

So in the end, I wished I had actually begged, cause if I had, maybe he would have finally killed me like what I wanted now, cause he was keen on doing the opposite of everything I said.

The devil was keen at playing with me.

“You think that you are the only f*****g person in this entire crampy world that faced bullshits, but guess what you are not the only one my dear prisoner. It's not only your f*****g ass that fell into the mud..”

He was pained, I knew he was pained, causs immediately he said that, he held unto my chin again, and on a normal note, I should have being curious about the reason why, but this wasn't a normal note, and I was sick and tired, tired of all this bullshit, I was damn tired of all this pointless riddles, I just wanted to live or die.

I just wanted to end all this suffering one way or the other, so I did it…I held unto his damn shirt collar and looked at him right in the eyes.

“Then kill me already, so that I can be part of the rest that had a shitty ending”

I yelled at him with tears flowing down my eyes, but he only pushed me away, before scoffing out.

"You're broken, a broken naked mess”

He glared my naked body, and scoffed out, and I knew he was disgusted by what he saw, even though he was the one that made me look this way, how ironical indeed, but he didn't care if I was hating him more and more by the second.

He didn't give a damn about anything that wasn't giving him pleasure.

“But I would leave you to die, cause I don't want that now”

I heard those words from that damn man again, but I needed none of f*****g sympathy, not now, not after all this humiliation, but I knew that even if I yell out him again to get lost, cause it was death that I wanted, he wouldn't listen to me, and it would be so pointless, so I watched him.

I sat on the awful ground, and watch him, leave the cell, and returned back with some clothes that was fit for a slave, oh right, I was a slave now.

He returned with those useless clothes, and tossed it to my face, before commanding me to put them on, and when I didn't, he forced it on me, and walked out of the bloody cell, and locked it up, cause I was his precious dear prisoner

Immediately he was gone, I curled into a ball, my soul was shattered.

"Why?" I whispered, but the darkness that consumed me was what I got as a reply.

It was my friend, and it was the only one that always find it's way back to me every single chance it gets…