It's Complicated

Chapter 1|CHAD

CHAD

I was looking at my reflection in the mirror. I turned around and looked at my ass. I was wearing a pair of fitted jeans and it's hugging my ass perfectly and well it's so. . . maybe a bit too much but I just shrugged. I draw out a jacket on my closet and wore it under my green fit v-neck shirt. I just hope that Bryan would like my outfit.

I happily went down the stairs to the kitchen and saw mom and Tomaz, my younger brother, already eating their breakfast.

"Good morning." I greeted which was so rare and sat on my seat. "Where's Aaron?" I asked as I poured my cup with coffee.

"Dad went off early this morning." Tomaz said and mom nodded in agreement.

I never called Aaron as dad, because he's not my dad. My real dad left mom and she didn't tell dad that she's carrying me. She said it's better that way. They're still boyfriends that time when they made me and she was glad that they broke up because she found another man much better than him, and it's Aaron, and I was six years old that time already when they got married.

"Okay." I said and ate my breakfast silently and finished first, bringing my cup and plate on the sink. I was about to exit the kitchen when mom called me.

"Is that a new pair of jeans?" She asked.

"Huh. Uh, yes." I said, frowning.

Why was she asking?

"That's so-"

"Tight?" I cut her.

"No. Showy." She said and I nodded in agreement.

"I never thought it would look like this." I reasoned.

"You looked like a twink." Tomaz said making me narrow my eyes. Mom pinched his side making him yelped and I stuck my tongue out at him.

**

I was placing my books on my bag from the locker and shut it close when someone placed both his hands on my locker, casing me. I smiled giddily and turned around and saw my boyfriend, Bryan. We're already together for a month now! And he was wearing that smile that never failed to make my whole day.

I was a closet gay before because I was afraid to come out and Earl who was my best friend was the only one who knew I'm gay. I was afraid to be treated like the way students treated a gay man in school like those in TV shows. Until I met Bryan. He helped me faced those fears and I was thankful to have very open-minded students in this school. They never discriminate against gay or lesbian people. In fact, there are so many students are one. And it boosts my confidence.

"Hey, Cha-cha." He said.

I like hearing him say the nickname he gave me. But it really made me want to puke when someone other than Bryan calls me that name, especially Earl. He does it to piss me off.

"Hey, Yan-yan." I said. He smiled and scanned me from head to toe and toe to head. Bryan unzipped my jacket making my heart quicken its beat. It felt like he's going to undress me in front of the students there.

He smiled. "You look-"

"Like a twink?" I cut him and he looked at me, slightly frowning.

"Hot." He said and no one ever told me I'm hot! No one! It was only him and it made me blush in a dark shade of red.

"Shut up." I pushed his chest away making him took a step back. "My younger brother told me I looked like a twink this morning." I whined and turned for him to see how visible my ass was. "Mom said it's too showy, isn't it?"

Bryan looked at me and licked his dry lips making me wish for me to lick those soft lips instead. "You shouldn't have worn that." He said and I was surprised to hear it from him. It kinda broke my heart.

"You didn't like it?" I asked even though I know what he'll gonna say.

He won't complain if he like it, dumb Chad.

"No." He said. I stood straight and pulled my jacket down. I felt like crying because of embarrassment because I dressed for Bryan but he didn't like it, because Tomaz called me a twink, because mom said it's too showy. My god, too much stress!

"I don't like it, Chad." Bryan said again and held both my shoulders.

He doesn't have to say it twice. He's not doing it on purpose, right?

"Because I love it." He said making me froze. What?

"What?" I repeated my thoughts.

"I love it!" He repeated and pressed his lips to mine in a brief kiss and my mind almost spun from happiness. "And I don't want any other people to see how hot you are." He whispered.

"Seriously?" I deadpanned. "Bryan, you got me so scared." I punched his chest.

"I'm serious! Cover that with your jacket."

I gave him an unbelievable look. "Okay, I will."

"Good. So, want to cut classes this afternoon?" He smirked and I know that kind of smirk.

I'm not used to cutting classes but sometimes, Bryan encouraged me to do it which is bad? Yeah, bad. Anyway, I hate my afternoon schedules that day. History, economics, and speech. They're just giving me headaches.

"Sure." I agreed.

"Nice." He said. "I'll see you this lunch." I nodded and I can feel Bryan watching me walked and turned to the west wing. I don't want him to escort me to my classes like he used to before because I don't want him to be late. Since his first classes were on the east wing.

It's a hassle.

**

We drove down to his house and before we stopped there, we bought some cheap donuts on a stall that we drove by on the way. It's not the first time I'm stepping inside his house. It was the second. We were alone that first time and I wasn't able to meet his mom and dad. I was expecting a quiet scene but we were still outside and we can already hear the loud music blaring from his house.

"Someone's having a party on your house?" I asked. "Your parents?"

"s**t!" He cursed as he parked his car outside the garage.

"What s**t?" I glanced at him.

"It's my stupid brother." He said, turning off the engine and went off the driver's seat. I also went out, slamming the door shut.

What stupid brother?

He have a brother?

How come I didn't know about it?

"Wait, you have a brother?" I asked, surprised.

"Yes. Fvcking Brett." He muttered as we marched inside his house and we can see women in bikinis and man in trunks in their pool area through the glass wall. Ohh.

Bryan pushed the glass door stealing the attention of all the people there. And the only one that caught my attention was the guy laying on a white long chair only wearing Hawaiian shorts and he had the body and face. He raised half of his body and lift his shades showing his ash green eyes glancing at Bryan then at me making my heart beat faster when I can see him scanning me thoroughly. I had the urge to cover my body because his eyes seem like they're undressing me.

He's a perv!

"Brett! What's this!?" Bryan asked and I was surprised as hell when the man sat again, removing his shades.

"What do you think?" He asked and stole a glance at me. Oh!! I saw that! Perv!

He's Bryan's fvcking brother! But they don't have any same physical features. They don't look like brothers at all.

"Did mom and dad know about this?" Bryan said and Brett shook his head and laid down again on the chair. "Of course, they didn't!" He exclaimed.

"Hey, Bryan! Why won't you join us?" A guy said who's floating on the pool.

"Yeah." A girl said who was sitting on the edge of the pool, her feet were dipped on the water.

"So, who's the boy?" The other girl who was laying on the chair beside Brett.

"Chad." I said and my eyes met with Brett. "Bryan's boyfriend."

They all looked at us, especially at me. Bryan threw his arm on my shoulders and smiled.

"Yes, this is Chad Reano. My boyfriend." He introduced while smiling widely showing his teeth.

"Wow, I never thought you would have one!" The girl sitting on the edge of the pool said and they all laughed.

"Yeah. Yeah." Bryan said, rolling his eyes. "Anyway, enjoy your kid's pool party. We're going to have a real adult party upstairs." Bryan said and held my hand. We went upstairs and what was this adult party he's talking about?

We went inside his room and I sat on his bed and laid down. I watched Bryan removed his shirt and walked on his closet grabbing another black shirt and wore it.

"Wait here. I'm going to get us some drinks." He said.

"Okay." I stood when Bryan closed the door leaving me alone in his room. I scanned the place and it was just a normal messy room like mine. I get his silver laptop that was sleeping on the top of his drawer and turned it on. Placing it on my lap when I sat.

The wallpaper was a field of wheat. I clicked the quick access, opened the folders, looking for something interesting but all I see were documents. No music or even photos, videos. Maybe he used this one for his projects.

I jumped when the door suddenly opened and Bryan came in with cans of sodas on his hand and chips.

"Don't you have any movies here?" I asked and he sat beside me, placing the drinks on the floor. He reached to his drawer and grabbed a black hard drive. Bryan inserted it and inside were from five years ago to the latest movies.

"Let's watch this." He said clicking a folder.

We sat on the floor, our back was leaning on the edge of the bed as we watched the movie and ate the donuts that we bought.

The movie was running for two hours and my back and ass were hurting. I was glad that it was over and I glanced at Bryan, checking him. He smiled at me before he leaned closer and kissed me.

We kissed a lot of times already and s*x, but we just do it occasionally. And I am not complaining about it. I was glad that I met Bryan.