NATASHA
I took a deep sigh, struggling to settle the rhythm of my heartbeat. I still held the handle tightly, despite being told to step in, I couldn't. Now that it was time for me to do this, I could feel my legs shaking.
I knew I was about to panic, and that wasn't a good sign. I needed to do this for us. Both Erin and I. And because I want to give myself a chance to be happy as well. Like Erin said, we did deserve it.
"It is going to be fine, okay?" Aiden said, he squeezed my hand again, his hot breath fanning my face as I took in his scent. "I promise you everything is going to be okay. If it feels too overwhelming, just call my name and I'll come get you, okay?"
I nodded, my palms getting sticky and sweaty. He leaned in closer, and now more than ever, his scent was invading ever
