'Yes' I had said yes to a video call. What in the world was I thinking? 'That is because you weren't thinking,' Erin teased. 'You wanted to see him, and that picture did nothing to help,' she added. 'That is not true!' I said quickly. Or was it? Did I say yes because I wanted to see him too? No, that wasn't why I said yes. I was only...only... The thought died, and panic settled within me as a slow tune played from the phone. Aiden was calling. I stood up, pacing the porch as I stared down at the phone. Now that he was calling, now that I was sure this was about to happen, I wasn't sure if I wanted to do this anymore. I paused and took in a huge gulp of breath before I sat back on my chair and received the call. His goofy sweaty face was the first thing my eyes settled on. He still