Chapter 11
I find I no longer need the services of many men to satisfy me. Not since my lover have I found such complete happiness. I have met the man of my dreams and I am his ideal, too. Together we make passionate love and since I have met him my thoughts have never strayed to another man. I am content in every way.
It is no surprise that I am the submissive partner. In many ways I have been submissive all my life. The difference is that now I put myself in this position. It is a role I have chosen to take on and how could it have been any other way? My new lover, my partner, my husband, is the masculine one. He is tall and powerfully built. He can move freely in the world of heterosexual men. I would be discovered immediately.
I sometimes find myself comparing myself to my mother, i
