Four days after the private conversation Adam and I had, I found myself seeking him out again. And before you get your soaked panties in a bunch over excitement, know that it's not like that, I just want to tell him I have made a decision regarding the proposed arrangement. I have been thinking about it all weekend and have finally settled. Wow, that sounded so mature, I actually allowed myself to believe I am an adult for a second. It feels awfully like I’m about to do something illegal when I reach the floor where his office is. Not that I usually go around doing illegal stuff, not knowingly at least. I’m merely assuming this is what it would feel like. Looking around to make sure no one that knows me enough to come up and spark a conversation is in sight, I stroll towards the door t