“Uhm, I…” I started, no.. I actually fried and failed to collect my thoughts and find an answer. Any answer. Anything. “So, it’s… uhm…” I stammer lamentably, pausing after my mind decided to draw a complete blank. I don’t even have to explain just how awkward the silence that falls is.
Because, this, this right here is my problem. I may b***h and moan sometimes, but deep in my heart I have no doubt I am good at what I do. God knows I have the discipline for it, and I’ve been gifted enough by nature that my critical thinking skills are exactly what’s needed to produce excellent engineering work. The unfortunate side of all this is that I can’t sell myself. I am unable to. Period. If anything, I am very good at convincing people to not give me a chance. Some may say it’s self sabotage, that
