After Ambrose tucked me in last night I fell asleep almost instantly. Then that f*****g nightmare happened. I have nightmares often, always have since leaving base. It got much worse after Tate was born. They were always the same but this time it was different.
This time I got Ambrose killed and Tate taken. Pure panic was coursing through my viens when I woke up. I decided just then that I had to tell Ambrose everything. He needs to be prepared just in case and Tate needs protection.
So, I told Ambrose everything. Honestly I think that I was afraid to tell him before. It wasn't that I didn't trust him because I do, I don't know why I trust a complete stranger this way, but I know I can trust Ambrose.
I didn't tell him all of my past because I didn't want him to look at me differently,
