Prologue
“You know full well that I am never going to have or even want to have an affair with you. You are a SEAL!!” seethed Cassandra.
“You just did not mind me kissing you now, did you?” Nat reminded her with brutal honesty. Then he continued saying,” But all that is really beside the point sweetheart. I saw the folly in my ways in time and changed my mind about trying to seduce you, since you seem to like that particular word. Perhaps because might be it makes you think that you are not eligible to take responsibility for what just happened.”
“You kissed me Nat. It was plenty enough. I did not do a thing about that,” she retorted again. Her eyes blazing.
“Nothing except look so deliciously sexy this afternoon while I have not been able to think of anything else how I might be able to take you on that table where you have been checking out your documents…or maybe on that couch where you ask your patients to lie down when they don’t want to look at anything else except the empty white ceiling,” said Nat with a deliciously sexy curve of a smile on his face.
An already flustered and frustrated Cassandra wanted to slap him and she controlled herself back before her hand shot out. It was not going to do her any good to touch this man at all who was making her panties melt just like that standing close to her.
“You don’t want to make love to me at all Nathaniel,” she snapped,” You want to have s*x with me or you want to f**k me, whatever term you would prefer. That is a totally different scenario.”
“True,” he said as he walked back away from her giving her a little space to get her bearings right and she sighed in peace but again a small voice at the back of her mind screamed in protest as she missed his presence near her already.
“But nothing changes the fact that you and I cannot go back to think how we can be the same people again now that we know how wondrous everything might be. I mean if the only reason for you denying me is I am a SEAL then I suggest you think again. You do remember how good things were when we did not know all these things about each other, right?” Nathaniel asked as he came back again with her with such a speed that Cassandra staggered back.
“You want me as much as I want you. Don’t deny it, Cassie,” said Nat in a soft voice as he placed his large hands on her trembling shoulders.
As much as she wanted to keep out that chill from her voice she still said,” That does not mean that I need to do anything about it Nat. You need to get over yourself.”
“True again. You put out some pretty good logic darling. But why do you deny yourself of something which can give you the pleasure and satisfaction that you want and need so much? And I can give pleasure Cassandra,” he murmured, lifting his right hand from her shoulder to trace circles around her gasping lips,” Lots and lots of pleasure.”