Julianna
What was I supposed to do? My mind had ground to a full stop and I just felt like everything was crumbling around me. I actually wished I would faint, just to escape the awfulness of my new reality. The one person I actually considered my friend, and he had caught me in my lie. And then he had looked at me with sincere eyes... and told me he was okay with it. I couldn’t comprehend that. Somehow his quiet acceptance was worse than if he had erupted in anger. How could he be okay with it? How could he be so understanding? Why wasn’t he pushing me out of his apartment and issuing me an eviction notice? What was this.
And then he leaned down and kissed me again. I was stiff at first. I was afraid if I lost my self to his lips and his touch again, the rest of my se
