~Avery~?
I had been cooped up in my bedroom for the past two days, James came when it was time to sleep, and then he was gone in the morning. I was awake when he came, and I was awake when he left, I couldn't sleep nor think knowing there was a lethal distance growing between the two of us.
He and I were supposed to be able to go through everything together, all ups and downs but I couldn't wish to have him near me right now. I hurt him, I hurt the man I live to love. I had almost hurt a lot of people over the last month and who was to say that I wouldn’t still?
James tried talking to me but I didn't respond, he tried explaining why they did what they did, why he ordered everyone to ignore me, and why he and Natasha had concocted these plans behind my back. Natasha had tried spe
