Evelynn
I stayed silent during the entire car ride. Connor didn’t utter a word as he stayed silent as well. I could tell a lot was running through his mind. We had a lot thrown at us. It was a lot to take it. I think it might actually be too much to take it. My entire body felt numb thinking about the news Zander dropped. I’m not upset that he kept it from me for as long as he did. I get why he did that. It’s a lot to handle especially after everything I just found out but damn, I wasn’t expecting that.
I remember times past, begging Evan for attention. I would cry at night, wishing he was home and spend time with me. I longed for his hug, a touch, anything. I would message him and tell him I had surprises for him and to be home on time only for him to either not show up or get a message
