I should probably not kiss him back, but I do it anyway. And, it feels... different. Not different bad, but different good. It's a feeling that I have never felt before. When it's a kiss of love, I would easily tell, but this feels more than just love. Just the way our lips are moving in sync, I know one thing for sure. I should have done this a long time ago. He pulls me closer crashing me on his chest and deepens the kiss. His tongue seeking entrance, and I give in willingly. This feeling is insane, I feel like I want to kiss him forever. He is making me feel things, and that's what makes the whole feeling insane, because never for one moment had I thought Joe, who has been my best friend for years, who I saw like a brother, would kiss me and it would feel this right. I can't hold b