"How does it feel knowing she can have a child and you can't?" I can hear his voice. After four years of never hearing from him, four years of living without his torments, he is back. And I let him. "You're just an illusion." He bursts into a long sacarstic laugh which makes my whole body tremble. "Yet I'm here, tormenting you, just like I used to in the past." Why is he back? I thought I had locked him out. He was a part of my past and now he is back. I can't let him crawl back into my life and make it miserable as it was. "You're dead Ronald, just get out of my head." "You let our baby die, you'll never have his child." My heart breaks into pieces, one thing I hated about Ronald in my life is the fact that he always said the truth. I hate it but he is right. Even if Trevor would