Dante
The road got a little long, since we were silent all the time since we got in the car. I didn't know what to say to her, not after what had happened the night before between us. It was something I was really looking forward to, but now I feel like it's different. It's not like in the beginning, when I wanted to f**k her for a whole night, and after getting fed up with her, dump her like I did all the time with other women. However, it is different with her. Lillie is not the same as the others. I don't know exactly what it is that I feel. For that reason, I know it's not the same. I can't wait to make her mine again. I realized that I was a virgin and that I was the first. I don't know why he didn't tell me. Maybe that would have helped me not to put so much pressure on her as I did
