I don't intend to bring one into the world and risk it. I don't want them to live in my hell and inherit the same fate that befell me.
Those are my fears. Perhaps deep down, but very deep down, I do want an heir, a lion or, as Ivan says, a little devil. One who carries my blood. And who better than a child of my beautiful beast? However, I've already decided not to have any. Fatherhood is not in my plans, neither now nor ever. I don't want to risk getting someone pregnant. For that reason, I have to discuss it with her and come to an agreement on that matter. She'll continue taking something. I don't know, maybe take her to some doctor or whatever so we can continue having a correct and sexually fulfilling life without any inconvenience.
Days passed, and the day to travel to Morocco arri
