I fix my sunglasses to cover the top half of my face as my car door is opened by the security for me to get into my building. The only obstacle in the way though, is the thick sea of paparazzi and fans that I have to pass. I sigh wistfully as I watch the swarm of bodies getting bigger as more fans and cameras crowd around me, wishing I could spend just one day being a normal citizen of the United States without being crowded around by people I don't know but who know me too well. Being a public figure, an actress is hard. You have to endure six hours of shooting then a four hour flight on the same day and yet still be ready for a two hours long workout to "maintain those sexy curves" like my trainer says and let's not forget the constant crowds that surround me every time I'm in public.