him and I

between the past and the present

pov : me

"I'm mad at him like why did he treat me like this does he not love me did he lied to me... i don't think so maybe I'm overreacting like he said I'm the problem and the disease i don't think he's happy with me "

well for you to understand me you need to know the whole story and from the beginning ..it's all started with vedio call in the beginning of the second semester my "friend "at that time add me to this new chat group .. I was bored and curious about how her new falover of the month is .. so I joined the vedio call and there were two guys they don't look the same at all but one of them got my attention because I was like its must be him her new crush she said he was handsome big black eyes with Laches you kill for silky hair and lovely smile but I was confused because he is not her typical choice of man's but the other one was cute got baby face big eyes too and i think he's blushing all time but her style so I introduced myself .....oh I didn't introduced myself to you yet well I'm Mia and I'm 20 years old and I'm student in college with short hair not that pretty but definitely not that ugly yeah I'm ordinaryin cool way . sorry let's continue with the story now .... and then bom they introduced themselves the baby face is Jason the crush of lara who's she was obsessed with and the handsome one is Eric he's brother

I was talking that night with no stop to Eric I was l tell him about myself my boyfriend who is the first boyfriend I got in my life by the way we were talking to the dawn and it was shock to me I don't like to tell people about me but with him I was like on and on and he didn't even stop me he was actually listening to me well it's was groupe call but it was just me and him cause when Jason introduced himself I was like yeah don't get engaged with talking to him he was lara crush and I knew he'll be her boyfriend she's hot.. popular ..and trust me u don't want to get friendly with her men's she will be like its cool and everything but deep down she's not and when she's not she'll make your life a living hell so the couples move to private call so they left me with him the mystery and cute Eric to embrasse myself more... so we kept chatting and staying to the down every day for week and when w met a the campus we didn't even talk and we are at the same group he just stare at me and i do the same hey I was not cheating my boyfriend I was just chatting with boy who have a crush on other girl whom her name is Ellen she's a pretty girl as well if they get together they will be a perfect match

ok let continue with the week that we stay to the dawn knowing each other or should I say me telling him my privates events of my life. to normal people that be nothing but to me that was a big deal and i didn't even know why I'm telling him about me till today that still a mystery to me and I think that what attracted me to him i can talk without any strings holding me but everything has come to end cause in that week people in our group they thought that we are couple witch's we weren't and that's tarnish our image i got boyfriend after all who is nice and funny to me and Eric got his crush so he told me to stop talking to him in the phones and stopped the sleepless nights and i was cool with that or was i