Alec’s pov Why did I just do that? why did I just flirt with her? After that talk with Becca, I assured her that I would control myself. hell, even she was surprised at the lack of control I displayed this morning. The most painful part is that even after all that, even after all that time with Becca I still want this girl. I don't even understand the guilt I felt every time when I touched Becca today. I have slept with Becca more times than I can count but I have never felt like I was doing something wrong. and that girl, I know it was wrong in every way but how can something that wrong feel so right? I looked at her and she was mortified when she realised the kind of book that she gave me. what is this feeling? “you promised” she said. “promised what?” I asked her, “T