Lyla .....
Its been ten days without him and the pain, loneliness and emptiness i feel cannot be compared to anything i have ever felt before.
And i have known pain and starvation yet Declan had slowly and in a sneaky way become my whole world.
The days have been long and the nights were short and restless.
Nothing could help a mate, during a separation and we stuck together, Meghan, Esme, nikki, Anna, Gaille, Esra and i , but it was soo hard.
When they had said communication could help, i was glad,thinking we could mind link daily,but i was shocked to learn that,mind linking wouldn't be possible, because of a protective wall around the training camp.
Eating was now a chore, sleep was forgotten and almost impossible, naps were more like it.
We trained hard and harder everyday, Hewi
