Kiss and Tease [GirlXGirl]

Chapter 2: Embrace Me, Instead!

TIANA

It began with the collision. Now, I was dreading to know what she might say or feel about it. For the years that we’d known each other, that was the farthest place my hand touched, and luckily, it was an accident. Well, at least I got to grope her boobs. It was more than an ass I nourished a while ago. It felt like soft against my palms, softer than the beach sand, and the softest that I’d ever touched. So I wondered how it feels when no fabric was preventing my palm from completely appreciating those brief moments.

I kept on wondering how it feels like between my lips, sucking it lavishly until it drives me crazy.

Ohhhhh yes!

Jolting straight up from the bed, I shook my head to take out the perverted thoughts that were starting to form in my heads.

The beast. My own beast was starting to roar again. This was not the first time it emerged from deep within my personality. It was always hungry, craving for no one else but one special person. She was the one who created it within me after all. I was always fighting against it, fearing that if I lashed it out, I would lose someone important. And I could barely manage if all Bailey ever does was to be always so irresistible.

Yet still, I looked down at my own t**s. Little by little, I lifted my hand to touch it, softly caressing my own skin under my shirt and bra. I let my eyes close, bringing myself into an illusion. The illusion of me, holding her expose smooth chest in my palms. I continued to wonder if my previous experience would feel the same if I get to the point where I could finally touch hers. Was the sensation going to feel identical like I was doing to myself right now? Or it would be more intimate? Fiercer? More marvelous?

“What the hell are you doing?!”

I snapped my eyes open to see Arisa was looking at me fascinatingly. She was wearing a yellow summer dress that contrasted with her black long hair, complimenting her almost pale, porcelain skin. She looked fresh and inviting and everybody would sigh peacefully under her charming presence.

But surely, not me because I’m busted.

Quickly, I hid my hands to my back, forgetting the fact that we were sharing a room in a beach villa. “I’m doing nothing.”

Dammit! That was a stupid answer. You have such a smart ass.

Her lips curved up in an impish smirk. “I thought that the game ended already but I guess you want to play with yourself alone in here.”

I tried to come up with a better explanation. “I-I was just trying to t-test out if my boobs are injured after what happened.”

Oh s**t! My boobs are injured, really? That’s it? You were the one who was groping boobs, not the other way.

And the next thing was, Arisa burst out laughing, pulling her raven head back to emphasize her amusement. “Oh my, you’re so funny! That’s why you’re my favorite.”

I was glad to hear that from her but in this situation, I wouldn’t regard her sweet words because of how I felt so embarrassed. She just caught me touching myself and I wished that a black hole would materialize to suck me from this awful state. Black hole, where are you?

“Anyway, it’s your birthday so…” she started again, sitting closer to me, and I was relieved that she didn’t embarrass me further because of my own lustful foolishness.

“So?” I asked in response.

Arisa rolled her bright blue eyes. “You know what always happens whenever there’s a special day. After all, you’re my holiday girl.”

My mouth formed into an ‘O’, realizing what she had meant. And then I nodded, “Yeah?”

Arisa smiled softly at me and then she leaned forward while she stared down at my lips. Her eyes clouded with dangerous desire and I had to submit. I had to because I wanted to lessen the piping hot sensation that began a while ago.

Keeping my hands on my back, I met her mouth and kissed her fully. At first, we were trying to make it more intimate but as the kisses went by, it deepened and we began to fight for dominance.

Eyes closed tight, my mind flew around, picturing that I was kissing Bailey, instead. Once she slithered her tongue harder with my eager one, I let out a moan to escape the yearning that was beginning to ascend within me.

My arms wildly enclosed her waist and pulled her closer to my burning body. Things started to get rough and I pushed her to the bed, straddling her from the top. She let her hands up around my neck and pulled me down to her glorious body.

Our tongue played with each other with so much anticipation blistering from my own body. Until she drew back which caused me to whimper in frustration, releasing my breath from the make out for the first time.

I flickered my eyes open, seeing my captain, raising her brows at me with a grin on her lips. “I won, Tiana.”

My eyebrows bent down together, gathering that I was already groping her breast. I was stunned for a second until I jolted off her, running my fingers through my flaming smooth hair.

I lost!

What just happened? It was the only secret we must keep to ourselves. Arisa called it the ‘The Holiday Makeout Session Game of All Centuries’. Yeah, my captain was hiding a dorky part inside her. She was just keeping it so well because she had a standard to maintain in our school. The standard of being the most popular girl.

Well, we accidentally created the game because we were in a drunken state. Every special day there would be a make-out session between us and whoever touched the others first, in her boobs, ass or down between their thighs, whatever, that person would automatically lose.

And being that person right now, I must do whatever she wants me to do.

I let out a sigh, shaking my head for the reason that I lost because my mind kept on thinking about Bailey. Arisa snickered at my reaction, getting on her feet and walked closer to me. Her arms put me inside her embrace, bending closer to brush her cheeks against mine.

Slightly, I shuddered when she whispered in my ears, “It’s my turn to e*****e you.”

Oh, she’s exaggerating.

I rolled my eyes, stepping backward and bowed a little. “What do you want me to do, my Queen?”

She giggled, enjoying my sarcastic exploit. “Are you willing to do it no matter what the consequences are?”

“You know I always do.”

She tentatively looked at me, casting her eyes to mine, probably contemplating if I would be true to my words. And it made me think about what she would wish for. Was she going to make me cover her unfaithfulness again? Or perhaps she would tell me to announce to everybody that I was deeply in love with a random person just like last year? Or maybe it wouldn’t be that bad like what I horribly did, dancing like crazy in our school’s hallway, earning claps and woos from all the students who'd seen me. It was so f*cking embarrassing!

My captain crossed her arms, tilting her head slightly before she spoke out, “Senior year is coming and you know that this will be our last year. So that means, this is your last chance to do something that your heart speaks for.”

“My heart?” My eyebrows stressed up and I was confused at her engaging serious tone.

“Yes,” she answered and then went on. “I want you to be true to your feelings. I want you to let it all out. Maybe you don’t realize it for yourself but I can see it. I can sense it and probably not only me. You have feelings for this one person for a long time and I decided that I should be the one who must give you a ‘go’ sign.”

My confusion increased more. “What do you want me to do?”

Arisa cleared her throat, gazing seriously at me. “I want you to confess your feelings to Bailey.”

My mouth hung open at her declaration and after a moment, I closed it shut, literally speechless. I have feelings for Bailey? Of course, I have! I want her. I lust for her to be mine. Is that Arisa was talking about? Is she talking about these kinds of feelings?

“C’mon, girl! You know it’s true.” Arisa said, giving me a tap on my shoulder. “You love Bailey and Hilary and I are begging for a long time for you to make a damn move.”

Love?

Finally, I gathered the courage to respond. “W-What love? W-what move?”

She rolled her eyes frustratingly. “Do what I say. You lost and that will be your consequences. I will look forward to it and remember, I’ll be watching.”

“Wha-? I just accidentally groped her boobs and I love it. Is that love?” I asked, completely flabbergasted.

Arisa nodded, beaming brightly at me. “How does it feel, huh?”

I met her hopeful gaze and told the truth proudly, “It was so mind-blowing and it was so soft that I want to dive my own sleepy face between it.”

My captain bit her lips and I knew she was trying to stifle her laugh from my remarks. “That’s love, Tiana!”

 Is she trying to say that Bailey’s boobies are love? What about her sexy ass?

“Anyway, I came here not only for the game,” Arisa said, walking in retreat to the door. “It’s now time to get the real party started and then for you to blow your cake. Let’s go?”

I shook my head no. “Go on. I’ll be out in a minute.”

She nodded, opened the door, and closed it after she stormed out of the room.

I just looked at the door and then slowly sat down on the edge of the bed. I was considering what my captain said to me. So this was another confession she wanted me to do. And certainly, this was a lot harder than dancing in the hallway with all the students watching you.

This was about Bailey. This was about my feelings for Bailey. I love Bailey, I knew that but I never realized that it was now getting stronger to the extent that it would become obvious. And thanks to my beast who always couldn’t control itself from showing the clearness of my desire for her.

I sighed, gathering my own self to get to the party. My birthday party.

It was really my day. I got an ass to massage. Two boobs in the palm of my hands and a confession I had to deal with.

Yeah, I was so damn lucky.

********

“What are they doing here?” Hilary asked, looking over the crowd who were laughing about something crazy. They were the football players in our school and I didn’t know who invited them to my own birthday party.

I just shrugged, sipping the cocktail lightly, and tugged Hilary towards the spacious balcony of the villa that was overviewing the beach and the sunset in front of us. It was spacious enough to set up a little party. I only invited the whole team so I was a little pissed off that someone dragged those guys into my own party. Even so, I just brushed it off because I didn’t want to ruin my own special day.

“It must be Bailey,” Ebony, one of our flyers, said behind me, making me turned and gave her a confused look. She c****d her dirty blonde head in one direction to give me an answer.

And there she was, flirting with a guy. Usually, her giggles always made me lit up and smile but hearing what caused her to giggle made my blood boil in annoyance.

Giving my glass of liquor to Ebony, I walked towards them. The music blasted around us that gave me more confidence and they seemed to sense my presence when they looked at me.

I wore a bright smile and offered my hand to the guy. “Welcome to my party.”

The guy smiled back, checking me out from head to toe. I was just wearing my see-through shirt with my beach bikini under it. Damn right! I’m so very sexy! Stare all you want then suck your own ass!

“Hi, Tiana. Happy Birthday!” he said, raising his own hand to shake mine but I quickly pulled it away, still, my smile didn’t wear off by the way he clenched his jaw in frustration.

Ego alert!

I heard Bailey cleared her throat. “Tiana, this is Timothy, you know, from the football team.”

I turned to look at her and then gave her a smirk. “No, I don’t know this obnoxious creature is existing until now that you introduced me to it.”

Timothy groaned at my mockery and Bailey quickly pulled me with so much force away from him. “What are you doing?!” she asked out of frustration.

“What are YOU doing? They are not invited to this party!” I argued back at her.

She tried to reason out but Fiona suddenly announced that it was now time for the birthday girl to blow her cake. Being that girl, I was pulled by the girls away from Bailey and she just looked at me in disbelief before she turned and went back to that ugly creature.

I completely ignored them after. I didn’t want to waste my energy by ruining my own day. All the girls surrounded me and Arisa carried my own special cake with an adorable number eighteen lighted candle over it.

They started to sing me the birthday song and I was grinning the whole time while watching them together, clapping and giggling. Finally, when their singing ended, they told me to make a wish.

I happily did and blew the candles. Suddenly, being a famous playful b***h, Arisa shoved the cake in my face, making my jaw drop in shock. Oh f*ck!

They all laughed at me so I quickly avenged myself by throwing an icing on my captain’s face. All were surprised, looking at Arisa with a shocked face and then my captain slowly smirked at me dangerously. And so the cake war started to break out as we playfully threw the cake to each other’s faces.

Wiping my face that was smeared of icing, I looked over to the sea, enjoying every moment with my team. As the sun slowly saying goodbye, my smile fell, seeing Bailey and Timothy kissing before me.

Some icing pushed into my face yet my eyes couldn’t break from what was happening in front of me. I looked down finally and then gazed at the person who shoved some icing to me. “It hurts.”

Arisa looked at the scene before us and then she twisted back at me and embraced me tightly. “Girls, let’s give our birthday girl a group hug!”

One by one, all the girls joined in our embrace, totally oblivious to what was really happening. I forcibly smiled, closing my eyes tight. And deliberately, I realized that I could use a big hug so I embraced them back, my smile turned to a genuine one and I tried my best not to look at the only person who I wanted the most.       

*****

After the party, I stayed at the balcony, sitting at the bench and just stared at the wide dark sea. I was thinking about what Arisa told me. It was bugging me the whole time because first, I didn’t know if this was love that I was feeling for Bailey. If it was true, then what would I do now that that ugly creature was already sucking Bailey’s pretty face? If it was really true, I wonder if Bailey felt the same way. And lastly, if it was really, really true, was she willing to face the risk, especially our sexuality?

Quickly, I stood up and leaned over the handrail. I caught a deep air, raised my both arms and then screamed, “Stop being so hot, Tiana!!!”

I laughed at my own craziness. Once my laugh mended down, I spun, heading inside the villa, saying goodnight to the dark sky. But abruptly, I stopped at the doorway and looked back at the night sky.

Oh s**t! I completely forgot about the girl with a hot ass I massaged this morning. I was supposed to meet her before sunset.

My eyes went to the direction where we were supposed to meet, thinking if she was still waiting for me. Probably not because I told her not once it's already dark.

Despite my own logical reason, I ran outside and went to the spot where I found her being so radiant under the morning sun. Some post light was still on so I could still manage to see where I should go.

I passed by the singing crowds circling the burning woods. Overlooking them, I continued to walk the shore and search for the girl with ash blonde hair. And of course, with a fine ass.

I remembered that it was around the rockiest spot of the beach and there she was, sitting over the huge rock, gazing at the dark view on the horizon. The winds softly caressed her hair and she was just wearing a graphic shirt and short shorts. I could see her amber eyes shining brightly against the dark and for a moment, I felt like I was hypnotized before I snapped myself out.

Climbing up, I went to her side and sat down, still her eyes not tearing away from the dimness of the sky to look at me.

“So did you like my massage that you are willing to wait for me until the morning comes?” I asked that made her laugh, sending beautiful echoes around us.

“I’m an expert in waiting for someone,” she said, turning her head to me at last.

I kept silent, sensing that what she said was totally have a deep meaning in it. I noticed that she was alone so that gave me an idea that she was waiting for someone that still doesn’t come. Whoever that person is, they were making the biggest mistake in their life.

“Happy Birthday,” she greeted me after a moment of silence.

I smiled at her that she gladly returned with a playful smirk. “How did you know it’s my birthday?”

She shrugged, brushing her hair to the side. “I just happened to walk by your beach villa.”

I nodded, finally understanding. “Why you didn’t call me? I should have invited you and join us.”

She shook her head. “I don’t want to get my face dirty with that sweet icing.”

I let out a laugh before I leaned back a little, to get to see more of her bare legs. “It’s a shame, though. You’re the first one who gave me a gift on this day.”

Her brows drew together in confusion. “Really?”

I nodded, grinning brightly at her. “I got to massage your ass. Thank you very much.”

It was her time to laugh as she arched her head back in delight. “You’re welcome. But I think you want something more than my ass.”

“And what would that be?” I asked, totally curious at what she was talking about.

“Your wish,” she answered, gazing up to meet my eyes.

I stared back at her own, slowly sinking in from the way she looks at me, and then I tore my eyes off her, turning my gaze ahead of me. “Unfortunately, my wish didn’t come true.”

“I highly doubt it. What did you wish for, if you don’t mind me asking?”

I forced a smile. “An embrace from her. A hug that will lessen the burden I am carrying until now. That’s all I’m asking for.”

I heard her sighed, feeling her hands on my cheek and forced me to look at her. She was smiling at me. “Can I hug you instead?”

I smiled back at her and nodded, letting her arms surround my waist and hugged me tightly. Slowly, I closed my eyes and rested my head on her chest. Feeling the warmth from her hold, I felt something released within me. I let my mind free the sadness in my heart and all those hurtful memories I’ve been through and washed it away, completely erasing it.

But something within me was not ready to unfold. It was too fresh that wasn’t prepared for me to let go. So I just kept it inside me, letting it grow once it was born. I knew that it was the feeling that Arisa was talking about. My feelings for Bailey.

The thoughts of her made me smile a little and I pulled away from this nice girl. I gave her an appreciating look but she just stared at my own eyes, not breaking, never faltering until she spoke, “Sometimes wish will always stay a wish unless you make a damn move and grab it tightly.”

After she said those unexpected words to me, she leaned forward and kissed me on my lips.

And I realized that I want more than an embrace. I wished it was Bailey I was kissing. My mind was too cloudy at that moment that I thought she was calling for my name.

But I was so wrong. Bailey would never make my wish come true.

********

I looked at the villa before me and let out a sigh. My birthday started with the summer sun and l guess it ended with a kiss from a stranger. She didn’t tell me her name and I completely forgot to ask for it too. I was too caught up with the happenings and made my way back here to get some sleep because of this tiring day. But I was glad that it went out well. This was one of the best birthdays I ever had.

I silently skipped the way to our shared bedroom. When I entered the room, Hilary and Arisa were already out sleeping because the lights were already turned off. Our bed could only hold three persons so Bailey was in the other room with the other girls.

I carefully put on my pajamas and cleaned myself to get ready for bed. When I was done, I jumped straight on the bed but I hit something fluffy under me.

Frowning, I turned the lampshade on the bedside table. I smiled when I found a cute adorable bunny stuffed toys. Its ears were standing long and its fur was white as snow. It had two big eyes that were staring back at me. I saw a little envelope with it so I excitedly open it, wondering who gave this to me.

I read the letter softly in a whisper. “I don’t want a hug. Embrace me, instead. Happy Birthday! Love lots, your bunny.”

 I read it again and again in disbelief until a smile crept upon my lips, remembering that Bailey said those first words to me this morning. I looked at the cute bunny and hugged it so tight, an overwhelming feeling burned inside me.

And so my special day ended unexpectedly with a hopeful smile in my face before I drowned in my own dreamy state.