I haven't seen any of them since my outburst and I'm losing my mind. They'd come in throughout the night while I'm sleeping and put food on the nightstand along with a bottle of water. I'd wake up and eat my meal for the day, except last time I couldn't look at the plate without getting nauseated. I'm not sure if they've seen it or not, or if they even care. By the second day, it came to me that this is my punishment. It's far worse than anything the others would've done. They somehow locked the door from the outside so I can't leave the room, and to make it worse, there are no windows in here. I've lost track of my days and nights. There's a clock on the nightstand that tells me the date and time but I don't know if it's AM or PM anymore. I spend most of my time in bed crying. I'll use