(Julia) I don't know what's wrong with me, this minute I was happy and the next I was crying. The minute Logan left again, I started sobbing. I kept on f*****g this up between us, even when I accepted him. My mind was a mess, I think I'm going crazy. I know that I should get counseling, it's the only thing that can help me at this point. But, I'm too stubborn to even think about that. I wanted to be with Logan, that much I knew. But, why did I keep on f*****g things up with him when I already knew my choice? My head started to hurt, I grabbed it and screamed, not knowing how to stop. The door opened and Michael walked in. When he saw me, he was shocked. I was literally tearing my hair out, the straws came loose in my hand, but I didn't stop. “Julia, you need to calm down.” Michae