Camille Logan:- After nine months:- I was rubbing my swelled belly with a smile on his face. Nine months have passed since my parent's died, and there wasn't a single day when I haven't cried alone for them and haven't missed Noah. I have missed him in every step of my life, especially in my pregnancy state. I missed him when I felt the baby's first kick, I missed him in every doctor appointment, I missed him when I crave for different food thinking that if he was here, he would go out just to fulfill my craving but they were "all I wish list" because in reality I am alone and devastated from inside but putting on a brave and strong face in front of everyone, but I can't put it in front of James because he knows me very well after all he is with our family since I was a kid and knows e