Slowly my relationship with Zahara was coming together very unexpectedly, we were talking a lot and she was even texting me after her important meetings. It was so funny because I was asking myself where she got time to text with me. I mean she was the busiest person ever yet she found time to text me... A nobody. The fact that she knew my ex and that I got played by my ex f****d me up even though it brought us closer. It took me three steps back and I found myself pulling away from both my friends and also Grace. I was a little scared now about people who were in my life and those who wanted in. Not knowing who to fully trust and who was actually being genuine with me was the scary part. "Honey .." my mother called for me and I looked at her, "Yes mommy..?" "Are you okay? You've been