I was still holding back a bit I don't want to lie. I mean she told me that she loves me and all that but I was still holding back to try and protect myself. What she did messed me up a little deeper than I thought, it made me feel like I was actually on my own. So opening up was going to take a bit of time... She was herself though which was a good thing I guess. She was calling and asking me to visit her and just trying to get us back to how we were. I told her I'll come weekend though because I was busy. Alice called when I got home from work on Friday, I took my phone and smiled, "Hey you.." 'Next time you are leaving with me...' she said making me laugh, "What? You miss me already?" 'A lot and it seems like I have to be here until Sunday.. How will I survive that long in these