He owns her ,
And she belongs to him,
It makes me feels helpless,
Makes it harder to think.
MARTIN
He desired her, with all his memories gone he still desired her. Even I can’t deny the powerful connection between the two. It only strengthens my determination for revenge. I wanted her but how was I suppose to protect and love someone who was my means to that revenge. Can I be like Alexander and break all rules for her? It might seem absurd but these are the rules of nature, of living and dead, of Almighty not meant to be taken so lightly.
Then there is a saying so gain something you have to lose something. Freya was worth losing everything.
He had been around her as an angel, he is back to be around her as a demon. It was impossible separating the two, like separating light from the star.
As he pulled her away from the class sans any manners and she didn’t even fluster a bit at his touch, I realised; even after he was turned into a demon, he was the only one she was comfortable around, he was the only one who could touch her and she didn’t cringe.
I envied the intensity of love, I envied that I was deprived of this privilege, I envied the amount of power he holds, on her and otherwise. And though I could see he was jealous of me even looking at Freya, I was envious of him for being who he was.
I had no choice but to make the reason of envy disappear.
I concocted a plan in my mind.