Conlan tells us it’ll take another hour or
so for the committee to meet and discuss our records, and he’ll get
back in touch with us after that. Which means we wait, Vallery and
I on the nav deck and the others scattered throughout the
ship—Shanley to find something to calm Johnson down and Dylan back
in the cockpit, Leena running a systems check, Parker and Milano
still flanking us in their fighters. Vallery keeps asking me what I
think we’re going to find at this colony, as if I might know
something more than she does, as if I’m holding out on her here.
“What about this committee of theirs?” she asks, and I shrug
because I don’t know. She’s just trying to fill the silence with
something, words, conversation, anything to make the time
pass. “What kind of committee do you think it might be?”
“One with people on it?” I
offer.
She slaps my arm and sighs. “You know what I
mean. Are we talking a government here? Concerned colonists? Do
they make laws and enforce them or just suggest things that need to
be done? Are these people elected—”
“Jeez, Val!” I cry, laughing at her.
“I know as much as you do about this whole thing.”
She thinks that over and then says, “Maybe
we should let Mike talk to these people.” Her voice is soft,
barely audible, like she’s afraid of speaking too loud. “Just to
find out what we are getting into here. Maybe—”
“Think about it,” I tell her, trying
to steer the talk away from Johnson, because there’s a part of me
that wonders if maybe he’s right and we should listen to
him, but I don’t want to go against Dylan, he’s my lover and
captain of this ship, his word is carved in stone as long as we’re
in flight, I can’t side against him. “If this is
Starseed—”
“Isn’t it?” Vallery asks. “I mean,
haven’t we sort of agreed that it is?”
I nod, then remind her, “But we don’t know
for sure yet. We assume it is, but they’ve never come out
and said so, have they?”
Chewing on her lower lip thoughtfully,
Vallery admits, “Not in so many words.”
“It might not be Starseed,” I
tell her. “We just don’t know. It might be another ship out there,
lost and stranded and don’t give me that look, it
might.”
“But it’s not,” she says. “You know
it’s not, I know it’s not, we all know this is one of the
colony ships.”
“Let’s say it is,” I concede, “just
for the sake of argument. Let’s say there’s a ship out there that
held a hundred people twenty years ago. It got off course somehow
and ended up here, and we’re the first contact they’ve had in that
time.” Vallery nods—she’s with me so far. Wherever I’m at, I
think, because I’m not really sure myself. I’m just making this up
as I go along. “So. They’ve been cut off from civilization for the
past two decades. If we’re thinking this is a Starseed ship, then
we have to assume they have the supplies and terraforming equipment
all of the ships left with, which should have been enough to get
them started. So they should have a whole system set up by now,
don’t you think? A steady food source, a community structure—it
should all be in place already.” She nods again. “So why shouldn’t
they have a committee of some sort? Maybe it is a
government, I don’t know, but I’d be more surprised if they
didn’t have some kind of representation, some sort of
figurehead, someone calling the shots.” When she doesn’t answer
immediately, I add, “You know?”
“Maybe,” she says, but that’s not
really an agreement, is it? I don’t like the frown on her face or
the way she toys with a tiny hole in the leather armrest of her
seat, like she’s thinking something she’s not too happy
about.
“Maybe?” I ask. When she shrugs, I
prompt, “But what? Tell me.”
“But they had a hundred people,” she
whispers. Now she looks up at me, her eyes wide and scared.
“They’re down to what, forty-two? And Conlan made a point to tell
us ten women are pregnant, like he was proud of the fact.
Like it meant something special. What happened to the other
colonists, Neal?” she asks. “If it’s been twenty years, you’d think
a hundred people would have multiplied, the colony would have
grown, but it didn’t. What happened to the others?”
I don’t know. And I don’t have to say that,
she can see the answer in my eyes. I just don’t know.
* * * *
“I see it,” Milano says, her voice
hushed over the intercom. Vallery and I exchange a quick glance and
she turns up the volume, the open channel a loud hiss around us.
“Small planet, possible moon, I’m not sure. There appears to be an
atmosphere cover. No defense systems in place—none that I can see,
anyway.”
Vallery pulls up Milano’s system through the
computer link and data splashes across our vidscreens, radar
signals and flight information and her vital stats, everything we
need to know about the fighter and its pilot. We can see the
planet’s mass on the radar. I look out the window but all I see are
stars and Milano’s boosters, that’s it. “Any fighters?” I ask her.
“Anything out there that might be gunning for us?”
“Negative,” she tells us. “I’m flying
solo up here, guys. Looks like Conan was telling the
truth.”
“Conlan,” I correct, but I keep my
voice down and don’t think she hears me.
Parker’s voice comes over the intercom. “So
we landing here or what?”
“Still waiting on the green light,” I
remind him. It’s been almost an hour since Conlan’s last
broadcast—how long is this going to take? What are we going to do
if we get right up on the colony and there’s still no contact?
Circle until they tell us we can land? Clicking over the intercom,
I buzz Dylan in the cockpit. “You hanging in there,
flyboy?”
I can hear the grin in his voice when he
comes back across the speakers and purrs, “Come up here and see how
I’m hanging, babe.”
“Oh God,” Vallery giggles. “How do you
put up with him?”
With a smile, I say, “I like him like that.”
Though sometimes I wish he wouldn’t be so open, not when he knows
there are others around. True, it’s only Vallery, but what if we
were back at the station and Dixon overheard him? I know he’s been
talked to about it before—right before he left on this mission,
Dixon called him into his office and I’m sure it was me he wanted
to talk about. Dylan spent all his free time in my room—he was the
reason I was late for my shift most of the time, even though Tony
covered for me. He wanted Dixon to change my schedule to
accommodate his, he wanted clearance to the nav deck when I was on
duty, he wanted me transferred to the pilot’s quarters and Dixon
drew the line at that. I couldn’t seem to make Dylan understand
that he wasn’t helping matters, Dixon didn’t like me, he
didn’t like that we were together and nothing I said seemed to get
through that boy. He loved me, he loves me, and that’s the
only thing that matters to him some days. He thinks it should be as
simple as that. I wish it were.
* * * *
The planet’s just as Milano described it,
small and almost moon-like, red and green through the gaseous cloud
cover—it reminds me of a glass ball on a Christmas tree, and it
fills me with the same sense of awe and wonder. Parker takes a
quick look around and reports that this is just one in a cluster of
small planets, all smaller than our moon back on Earth, which means
nothing to me because I’ve lived all my life on space stations out
here in the far reaches of the galaxy, I’ve never seen the
Terran moon. But Vallery oohs like she knows what he’s talking
about and when she looks at me, I nod, too, why not? We’re here,
aren’t we? I’m nervous and excited and can’t stop grinning—we’re
really here. S410. Leena’s right, we’re going in the annals
for this.
We’re close—the timestamp reads
00:42:23, less than an hour before we’re in position to
land—when the transmit beeps again, an incoming call.
Conlan, I think as Vallery opens the channel. “Semper
Fi,” she says, her voice bright and pretty. “Navigator Vallery
Andrews, standing by.”
But it’s not Conlan who replies. “Benjamin
Ellington,” the stranger says, introducing himself. “The committee
has reviewed your crew med files and the decision has been made to
grant you permission to land in the S410 colony.”
“Where’s Conlan?” I
whisper.
Vallery shrugs. “Off duty?” she asks. “I
don’t know.”
“In response to your request,”
Ellington continues, “I’m sending you eight random files from the
colony’s med lab, along with information about the colony itself.
There is no armament to speak of—I believe Jeremy told you that
much—”
“Jeremy?” Vallery asks, cutting him
off.
“Conlan,” he adds. “You spoke with him
previously?”
He waits. When it’s apparent he’s waiting on
us, I hit the transmit and tell him, “Yes, he’s been in
contact with us since the comm-link opened.” Data fills the screen
in front of me, the files he’s downloading to our DAQ system. “Get
Shanley in here to look at this,” I whisper, and with a curt nod,
Vallery leaves the nav deck. Into the transmit, I laugh and admit,
“You know, we’re all very excited about this.” Less than a half
hour now and we’ll be down there, shaking hands with these guys,
making history.
“As are we,” Ellington replies, but
his voice is dry and almost insincere, like he’s reading a script.
Before I can question him about it, though, he says, “Someone will
contact you when you’re ready to land.”
And then the connection closes and he’s
gone.