The others are already crammed on the nav
deck when we show up—Vallery in her seat and Leena in mine, Shanley
and Johnson leaning against the wall on either side of the door. A
steady blip blip blip signals an incoming transmission, but
they’re waiting for us to arrive before accepting it. All four crew
members turn as we enter, and Leena hops from my seat to Vallery’s
knee, where she perches, waiting. They’re all waiting. When I sink
into my chair, Dylan sits on the armrest and I flash Vallery a
tight grin. “Well,” I start, but I can’t think of anything else to
say so I turn to the control panel, watch the blinking light on the
transmit button. I wait.
“The fighters are patched in,” Vallery
tells me. I nod, that’s good, they’ll hear the transmission too,
but I have no clue what happens next. You hit the transmit,
a voice inside me whispers. You say hello. It’s not that hard,
is it?
No, not in theory. But who’s on the other
end of that signal? What voice will answer mine? I don’t know, and
that’s what terrifies me. I glance up at Dylan—he’s the captain so
this is his show, right?
He nods at me and takes a deep breath. “Here
goes,” he says, and before he can think it through, he hits the
transmit and opens the comm-link. Empty space yawns around us, the
open channel waiting like baited breath, waiting—for a
moment I think he’s not going to speak, for the first time since
I’ve known him he doesn’t know what to say, and I place a
comforting hand on his knee. He slips his fingers into mine and
clears his throat, and it’s his strong, authoritative voice that
says, “Semper Fi, standing by.”
Static crackles through the room. Dylan’s
hand tightens in mine, and I don’t even realize I’m holding my
breath until a young, male voice comes across the comm-link.
“Semper Fi, this is S410. Welcome.”
Relief floods through me and Leena claps,
Vallery laughs, even Johnson grins at Shanley and they both step
closer to lean over the backs of our seats. Clicking on the
intercom, I ask the pilots, “You guys hearing this?”
“Ten four,” Milano says, and Parker
murmurs his assent.
A quick glance at the stats screen shows her
pulse rate’s up, Parker’s too, their veins are flooded with
adrenaline right now. I’m about to tell them to take it easy, these
are humans we’re talking with—not a forgotten relay, not aliens,
humans and Dylan’s been right all along, this is one
of the Starseed colonies and I’m going to kiss him silly tonight,
tell him he was right, he’s amazing, they’ll name a star after him
for this for sure—but another burst of static grates across the
comm-link and then the stranger speaks again. “I repeat, Semper
Fi, this is S410. Welcome.”
Johnson gives Dylan a playful shove. “Answer
him,” he says, grinning like a cat.
Dylan glares at him. “What should I
say?”
“Ask him if he’s cute,” Leena
offers.
“Leena!” Vallery squeals, but she’s
laughing and we’re all relieved, this is turning into something
incredible, there are humans out there!
Leena looks around at us and shrugs,
perplexed. “What?” she wants to know. Shanley grins and Johnson
laughs. “What’d I say?”
I hush them as Dylan leans on the transmit.
With deliberate care, he speaks slowly, his voice even and sure.
“S410, my name’s Teague. I’m the captain of Semper Fi. We
picked up your signal just outside of the Epsilon system and were
sent to investigate. We’re in this region on a two year star-map
jaunt and… um…” He turns to me for help.
“Are you cute?” Vallery whispers, and
Leena falls back against her, giggling. Dylan kicks her shin to
shut her up.
“Tell them we’re on our way,” I
suggest.
He nods. “We picked up your signal—”
“You said that already,” Johnson
mutters. Dylan glares at him and God, they’re going to think we’re
the most unorganized ship in the fleet if we keep this s**t up.
At least lay off the transmit, I think. They don’t need
to hear the comments from the peanut gallery.
When there’s no reply, Dylan adds, “We’re
under the belief that this is uninhabited space. Our annals show no
life in this sector.” With a grin at me, he adds, “Some of our crew
think you guys are all dead.”
Still no reply. “Great,” I whisper. “You’ve
pissed them off.”
“I didn’t,” Dylan starts.
Then I realize he’s still on the transmit
and I take his hand in mine, hold it down in my lap. Now the
channel flares to life again, a barrage of static lacing the
masculine voice, already in midsentence. “—Much alive, we assure
you. Forty-two strong and ten of our women are expecting. What
union are you affiliated with, Captain Teague?”
Dylan laughs. “I like the sound of that,
Captain Teague. Finally getting some respect,” he says, but
Leena slaps the back of his head and he ducks out of reach with
another laugh. “No union,” he transmits. “You have a name,
kid?”
“Conlan,” comes the reply. “What
union—”
“No union,” Dylan repeats. Dixon runs
his own station, hiring out to whoever pays the biggest commission,
and everyone signs up for each individual run, if it’s something
they want. This is my second stint with him and Dylan’s first.
Dixon likes to keep a young crew, no one over thirty. Starmapping
can take its toll on a body, long, lonely hours out in uncharted
space, you need fast reflexes and most riggers don’t like to hire
anyone handicapped or sick or old, not if they can help it. Dixon
stays out of the union and doesn’t have to follow EOE guidelines,
keeps his station the way he likes it and changes crews each trip,
almost. I already sense he’s not going to offer me a position on
the next run, even though I know he wants Dylan to pilot again.
We’ll see how that works out.
“No union,” Conlan echoes, as if
repeating it for someone else. Then he asks, “What’s your
armament?”
When Dylan reaches for the transmit,
Milano’s voice fills the cabin. “Don’t you dare tell him that,
Teague. The fucker doesn’t need to know.”
He looks at me and I nod. “She’s right,” I
say. It’s an odd question—does this guy seriously think we’re going
to tell him what we’re packing here? We’re assuming he’s friendly
but we can’t bank on that. “Don’t—”
“Light artillery,” Dylan says into the
channel. “D-5 right now, no threat detected. I repeat, defcon-5
currently activated. We’re not aiming for you boys, just covering
our asses.”
Another long pause. I check to make sure the
comm-link’s still open and it is. Behind me Johnson shifts
nervously and in the other seat, Vallery picks at her nails. We
watch the console as if we can will a reply with the weight of our
collective gaze alone. In a soft voice, Shanley suggests, “Maybe
that’s not what they wanted to hear.”
Suddenly static erupts from the speakers and
we can hear Conlan beneath the white noise. “I repeat,” he
starts.
Dylan rolls his eyes. “Jesus,” he whispers,
leaning back against me. “He doesn’t clue in too quick, does
he?”
“What is your armament?” Conlan
continues. I fiddle with the controls, trying to diminish the
interference, and as he speaks, his voice grows louder then falls
away, swings towards us, grows quiet. “We need an accurate count of
weaponry and personnel before we can issue clearance into the
colony—”
“They have a colony?” Leena asks,
awed. “You know this puts us in the annals, right? Operation
Starseed actually worked.”
I shake my head. “We don’t know that,” I
tell her—we don’t know this is a Starseed colony, we don’t know
anything yet, but I can look around at the others and know
they’re already believing this, we’re already heroes in their
minds, I can read the visions of glory in their eyes. Dylan’s
especially, and I want to take him in my arms, turn him around,
make him look at me and listen to me and make him
realize we can’t be jumping to conclusions right yet, we can’t be
celebrating this when we don’t even really know what this
is.
If we were alone, just the two of us, I’d do
just that. But it’s not only us here, it’s the whole crew, and
Dylan’s not hearing me, he’s arguing with Milano over the intercom.
“If we’re going to land,” he tells her, “he says he needs an
inventory—”
“Bullshit.” The word is spat angrily,
and I can picture her frowning face in my mind, she’s the only one
of us cautious about this whole thing. “Tell him we have fighters
and that’s it, Dylan. You can’t compromise our position just
because he says so.”
“f**k,” he mutters, because he knows
she’s right. Into the comm-link, he says, “We have eight crew
members, two fighters. I’m not at liberty to say anything more, but
this is a peace mission. We’re starmappers, not space pirates or
militia men. No unnecessary weaponry.”
Parker’s voice comes over the intercom.
“Shut him up, James,” he growls, and I ease a protective arm around
Dylan’s waist. “Tessa’s right, they don’t need to know what we’re
carrying. Jesus, what if they’re out there aiming at
us?”
“I’m not—” Dylan starts, but I tighten
my arm around him and he falls silent. In the window in front of
us, I can see his reflection, the furrow of his brow, the pout on
his lips. “If we’re going to land—”
“Who said anything about landing?”
Vallery counters.
Dylan glares at her, then at Leena, on her
lap. Then he turns, his gaze falling on Johnson, on me, on Shanley
behind us, anger and confusion warring on his face. I want to kiss
it all away but I can’t, not here, not in front of the others.
Tonight, I tell myself, and I hope he can read that promise
in my eyes. Tonight I’ll hold you, baby, and kiss you and make
it all better. I’ll let you be right. “If we’re not landing,”
he asks, looking at me like he expects me to be the one to answer
him, “then what the hell are we doing out here, anyway?”
“We’re landing,” I assure him. “Dixon
wants this checked out, that means we land.”
Conlan speaks again, the static in his voice
scratching his syllables. “Eight crew,” he confirms, and then, “We
need certification that the decontamination procedures have been
implemented for each member.”
Leaning past us, Shanley presses the
transmit, raises his soft voice and speaks clearly, slowly. “I am
Dr. Evan Shanley,” he says, his words unmistakable. “The crew
medical files record the results of the decon tests. If you have a
DAQ-185 compatible system, I can transmit the information to
you.”
“We do, thank you.” Conlan’s reply
this time is quick, unhesitating. “But we have to set up the system
first. We’ll contact you in a half hour’s time for the transmit,
and then the committee can review the findings before you land.
S410 out.”
The static disappears as the connection is
closed. “Bye to you, too,” Leena mumbles. She looks around the room
and her gaze stops on Shanley, kneeling by the console and already
setting up our DAQ system to transmit the files the next time
Conlan calls. “They’re real keen on knowing all they can find out
about us, aren’t they? What’s your armament? What’re the results of
your decon tests? But what did we learn about them?”
“Nothing,” Johnson says. Vallery nods
in agreement and Johnson glares at me like it’s my fault, I
should’ve talked to the guy, not Dylan. “We didn’t learn
shit.”
“Forty-two colonists,” Dylan says.
With one hand he traces the seam of my jumpsuit along my inner
thigh. When I try to cover the spot nonchalantly, he begins to pick
at the seam, pulling the material up around my fingers because he’s
bored and restless and he wants to get this party started, he
doesn’t want to wait another two hours until we land, he doesn’t
want to talk about this anymore. Where he leans against me,
I can feel his body hum with unspent energy. “Didn’t he say that?
Ten pregnant women. That’s why they want to make sure we’re not a
threat.”
But Johnson shakes his head. “I don’t like
this,” he declares. “Let me talk next time, I’ll pump them for
information. What are we gonna tell Dixon when we call this in? Oh,
we don’t know anything about them, we forgot to ask?”
“We don’t have to call it in yet,” I
remind him. “Not until we have something concrete. We’re probably
too far out to transmit back to the station anyway—”
“We should at least try.” Johnson pins
me with a hard stare but I look away. I’m not calling Dixon. I
don’t want to hear any cracks he’s going to make about Dylan and me
now that we’re back together. When I don’t answer him, Johnson
sighs dramatically. “All I’m saying is maybe he should know what
we’re about to do.”
“He knows what we’re going to
do,” Vallery points out. Johnson glances over his shoulder at her
and then sighs again, stalks away from my chair and throws himself
against the wall by the door, angry. Vallery looks at me as if for
confirmation. “This was his idea, wasn’t it? Sending you guys,
sending the fighters—he knows we’re going in.”
From the far side of the nav deck, Johnson
mutters, “I still think we should give him a heads up.”
Dylan opens his mouth to reply, a hot retort
on his lips, when Shanley’s soft voice silences him, stopping us
all. “There’s really nothing to call in yet, Mike.” In his corner,
Johnson makes a sardonic noise in the back of his throat. “If we
call him, he’s going to ask what we know, and what is that,
exactly? I mean, at this point—”
“At this point, we know nothing,”
Leena says, and Shanley nods, turns back to the control panel,
where he’s configuring the DAQ system. Leena watches him for a
moment before she looks up at Johnson. “If we call him, Dixon’s
just going to tell us to wait another few hours, you know how he
is. Wait til we get down to the colony and know something more,
then call it in.”
Johnson glares at us as if he knows we’re
right, there’s no reason to contact the station yet, and he hates
that. He hates that none of us agree with him on this, I can see
the way it’s eating at him, it’s in his angry frown, his glittering
eyes. “Fine,” he says, hitting the power switch to open the door.
The steel irises out of his way as he steps into the corridor. When
the door starts to close, he adds, “But I get a chance at them,
next call. We need to know as much about them as they do about us
before we land.”
“Fine,” Dylan agrees. The door shuts
Johnson out of the deck and we can hear his boot heels ring off the
steel corridor as he storms away. “Can we go back to our food now?”
he asks no one in particular. “We’ve got a half hour—”
“Twenty minutes,” Leena corrects,
standing. She stretches languidly and rubs at her already tousled
hair, mussing it up further. “Going on fifteen. I hope you boys can
make it fast.”
Dylan leaps up, pulls me to my feet. “You
heard her,” he says, steering me towards the door. The intense look
on his face and the way he smacks the power switch to open the
door, ducking through the steel partition before it even fully
opens, tells me he’s hoping to finish what we started now,
he doesn’t want to wait until tonight.
Out in the corridor, the two of us finally
alone, I let him wrap his arms around my waist and nuzzle my neck.
“My room,” I tell him. I don’t want any interruptions this
time.