Chapter Thirteen
Separation
IMINULAT ko ang mga mata ko. Isang linggo na ata akong 'di nakakatulog ng maayos. Kung 'di ako mag-iisip, mananaginip ako ng kung ano anong bagay. Every night seemed like a nightmare for me. Ang mga ala-ala ng gabing 'yon ay masarap maalala pero mahirap balikan. Bumangon ako at saka hinila ang ang sketch book na pinagdo-drawingan ko.
I saw my sketches of him. In those days that I can't talk to him or even see his face. I always imagine him, I always imagine his smile and draw it. I think I’m doing well, I'm trying to forget everything that he said. Even our memories, sinubukan ko silang tanggalin. I was able to get Lawrence out of my mind for 6 years, kaya ko ring gawin kay Ryuhan iyon. What we are feeling is not that deep anyway.
Or atleast that’s what I
