the pain
437 Words
kelina stretched and went to the kitchen to find some tablets that she takes for the pain of being away from him, she was told to only use them when it is hard for her.
just as she was about pop one in her mouth the door opened and xander walked in, she froze looking like she was caught with her hand in the cookie jar.
"what are they" xander asked curiously.
"just tablets" she said filling up a glass of water.
xander takes the tablet bottle and takes a sniff.
"wolfsbane, love why are you taking these" he asked full of confusion and hurt.
"xander do not judge me, i take these because they help me with being so far from you, it has made me weak"
"love you do not need them because i am here for you, please..."
"xander. you have no idea what i went through" she said with anger and hurt lacing her voice.
xander walks out and asks the alpha for the doctor to come and look her over. he noticed some light bruising and was worried.
the doctor walks in with the alpha. followed by xander.
"really, xander"
"please love, do not think i have not seen"
"fine but do not blame me"
the doctor asks her lift her top and what he saw broke his heart, bruises littered over her ribs and tummy.
"what....are those doc"
"infidelity marks, sire"
"wait ...what are infedelity marks"
"it is when the mate is with another she wolf"
"but i...."
"xander think" kelina said with hurt remembering what she went through.
"i did that, was that when i was...."
"yes xander when you were with rachel, even though she drugged you, you still...well....you know"
"how can we make them go away"
"spend time together, rebuild your relationship, have time to just the 2 of you"
"what did it feel like..."
"you mean when you bed another" kelina spat with venom.
"i said i was sorry love"
"fine you want to know"
"yes. love i am so sorry"
kelina marched up to the gamma he brought and the beta was next to him and she kissed the gamma.
xander held his chest. struggling breathe it was agonizing.
kelina pulled away and faced xander.
"imagine that if he f****d me"
xander growled at thr thought and realised she went through ten times that pain.
"when are the childrens birthday"
"when i left 9 months ago it was on september 30th that was when you caused me to go into labor"
"i....i...."
"yes xander, if it wasnt for kelly i would not be seeing my children"
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