"xan, i do not want to hear about you and her right now"
"love she drugged me, i could not snap out of it, i replayed your pain over and over. i can not apologise enough, i have looked everywhere for you, i love you my queen, please just lets talk"
"xan, you should of demanded her to leave, heck everyone warned you she was trouble"
"i know and i am so sorry, she is also kind of....dead" he says trying ease into it
"what" kelina asked so shocked that a threat is gone.
"i kind of killed her, when you left, i just lost control i could not and will not live in a world without you, i love you, kelina your my heart, please....just please come home"
"fine but i am not forgiving you"
"i noticed you have not got a baby bump"
"i gave birth 9months ago, it was not easy especially on my own, kelly found me and coached me through it"
"i am so sorry love, i will spend forever making it up to you"
"damien, no give that back please" she said to damien for knicking his sisters toy, again.
"d....d....damien" he said c*****g his head.
"who is that" he said with a hint of jealousy lacing his voice.
"you are jealous, really of a child"
"damien. rose come here please"
the 2 children came over and looked curiously at xander.
he turned to face kelina
"are these my...."
"yes your children, xander, damien xander black and rose amelia black your children"
"x....xander" xander says so touched that even though he hurt her she still included his name in his sons.
"children, this is your dada" she gave a short smile
xander picked up his children, kissed their heads and told them go play while he talks to mama.
"why do they look like they are 1"
"genes, i guess" she said still avoiding his eye contact
"LOOK AT ME" he didnt mean to command her he just wanted her to see him at his lowest, he lost his mate.
she could not defy his order due to being so weak being away from him, her eyes swollen and red and dark bags from where she had little to no sleep.
even looking the way she does, she still was the most beautiful person on the planet.
"i am truly sorry"
he made kelina stand and he sat on the chair first pulling her to lie against him.
"get some sleep"
"i can not xan, i have the chi...."
"they are fine, i can watch them"
slowly she finally drifted to a peaceful sleep and when she woke she was on a soft matress, xander next to her and rose and damien in their beds.