Do I Love Her?
1398 Words
Sean POV
I stretched my whole body. This activity feels good to do when I wake up from my sleep. Like you get the pleasure of fatigue that can't you expressed in words. The person I first saw when I opened my eyes was a woman who faintly looked at me with a proud look. I rubbed my eyes to make sure who I had just seen was standing, looking at me right in my room.
"Michelle?" I said questioningly
"Yes? Are you awake? Fortunately, I do not need to wake you up with this water," he said, showing the glass of drinking water he held in his hand. It felt like my life was going into my body, roughly making me realize my common sense so quickly.
"What are you doing in my room? No, how can you be at my house? How dare you come into my room?" I said who immediately stood up and stabbed her with questions
"Sean? What's wrong with this reaction? , you just entered roughly into my shop, why can't I enter your room? "She glanced at my body from head to toe. I slept only wearing shorts and left my body, bare-chested. "I think you don't have a six-pack stomach," she continued to speak, pointing at my stomach, which I deliberately trained to form a six-pack.
"You get out of my room, get out, "I shouted at him while my hands covered my own body. I know his words indirectly praised my body, but somehow it feels like the words that came out of this woman's mouth would make me feel embarrassed.
"Okay... Okay, calm down. You can damage your vocal cords like that. My ears are normal. I can hear you talk without having to shout."
"You've ruined my beautiful morning, who brought you here, huh? You came by yourself?" I took a blanket and wrapped my body so that he would stare at my stomach.
"I who brought her here" My Granny came to my room, maybe she heard me screaming release my frustration at Michelle.
"Nana? What is this? What sin have I committed? Did I do something wrong? Until you brought this damn woman home," I pointed rudely at Michelle. As usual, she did not budge in the slightest despite hearing my harsh words insult her.
"Watch your words, Sean? I never taught you to talk like this. Come on, you better take a shower and take Michelle out today for a date." Nana pulled the blanket that covered my body and pushed me to go to the bathroom immediately.
"What? A date? Hey, you asked my Granny to do this, huh?" I looked at Michelle with my annoyed look
"I told you, I ask the driver to sniff her. It's time for you to know each other before marriage. I have decided your wedding will take place next month. "My Granny pushed me rudely into the bathroom. She did not even care about me, Because I had gawked at my granny decision about the wedding that will hold next month.
"Nana?? What the??.. What is it, I... I, "I'm not allowed to talk. My Granny pushed me even harder and made me go to the bathroom. End of this debate, I relented for just a moment. Trying to calm down and let my head to think calmly
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My Granny smiled broadly, seeing Michelle has now gotten into my car right next to me. I wonder what makes My Granny care more about this woman than myself. My Granny waved when my car started. Alright, there will be no more defending this woman. I will drop her in the middle of the road so that she deterrent and dares deny my Granny to cancel this marriage.
"Do not expect more, and you will not be able to drop me in the middle of the road," Michelle's tone of voice quipped. She seemed to be able to read the contents of my mind. I frowned at him, who is now busy playing with his cell phone.
"I'll keep you down, do you think I'm a kind man?" I reply to her arrogance with words that I believe she deserves. She remained calm even though my words were also a threat, whether made of what this woman's heart. There is no fear in her
"You're not a kind man, but you're still a submissive grandson aren't you? We'll see who your Granny will trust. Me? Or you? "She turned her face to look at me with a mocking smile. Her speech was utterly concerning my weakness. I hit the steering wheel rudely. I don't know since when this woman became very annoying.
"Stop persecuting these items just to release your frustration. They also have a feeling, if only they could talk, they would surely swear you " Michelle looked back at her cell phone screen. Type something to reply to a message that might have just entered.
"What do you want? You don't even love me, right? What do you expect with this marriage? As far as I am, I still want to have a wife who loves me sincerely, "I began to try to get her to talk about cruel ways about the situation which I still don't understand. Marriage lately has made my life haunted by anxiety. No, I want happiness, even if it's simple.
"Can you ask not to hunt like that? I am not a murder suspect. You can ask insistently like that, "she leaned her head against the car and looked back at me with a lazy look.
"Just answer everything, I have the right to know the truth, I think women care about the meaning of a marriage" again She almost made me upset because she did not immediately answer my question.
"Do I look like a woman in your eyes? I have no reason. I tried to accept destiny. That's it, you also have to try it, "she smiled, showing her sweet face to me. The glance of my heart fluttering to see her smile.
"No, I cannot accept this destiny if "compulsions must accompany it. I shook my head hard, resuscitated myself because I was just fascinated to see Michelle's smile.
"Only you feel forced. You have the right to refuse. I told you if your Granny asked me to cancel this marriage. I'll do it, it's easy for me to let you go. I do not love you, and I don't hope you are my husband," my ears felt hot this time, hearing her words, like a sharp sword piercing right in my heart. There is no blood if I call it a wound. No, I just feel a little despicable.
"I begged as best I could. My Granny did not hear my complaint. She will listen to it if you refuse, okay?. It's that simple, a short greeting from you. All you have to say is no, then all this hassle will end. Stop playing with it Michelle. Are you going to make a sacred promise to a man you don't love? Are you crazy? "My voice sounded slightly pitiful.
"Sean, I'm not that crazy, if you're not happy after marrying me, you can remarry another woman, right?" answers that were entirely beyond my expectations. "She's a stubborn woman," I thought to myself. I just nodded slowly and chose not to change anything anymore. Even though deep in my heart, I can't cruel that cheating, the marriage that I consider it a sacred bond. I think fate makes me entangled in a relationship that might have been supposed to happen. Nobody knows what will happen in the future. I can only accept and go through everything according to the flow
"After this gas station, I want you to stop. I invite my friends for this trip. That way you don't need to feel we're dating. "Again, she smiled at me with arrogance. I don't know who her friend is, I'm so lazy to ask her friend male or female. I shrugged my shoulders with an affirmative expression. Rather than having to argue with her, the end of it makes my heartbreak. Wait a minute. I don't like this woman, right? Then why does my heart feel hurt for every word??
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