Katya
I wonder if I should start with the statement that I never asked to become Queen of Alphas.
Sometimes, I feel like I need to remind people of the fact since everyone seems overjoyed and at other times, act like I asked for this power and title.
I didn’t, I never wanted all that power and extra responsibilities—the same as I never asked for this crazy amount of goddamn stress. I think my hair is graying, and my anxiety levels are through the roof.
I still feel like I’m putting it all too mildly. Just the thought of walking into the meeting sends me into a frenzy of hyperventilation, shaking limbs and to the absolute verge of madness.
If anyone ever bothered to ask me how I feel about this, they would know that I feel I’m inadequate and unfit to be ruler. Who would have thought
