I try to move my hips to help the process, and tense as I hit a wall. My eyes water as if someone has hit me. I clench them shut and my body trembles as I grip his arms. He goes completely still before sliding out.
"I'm not going to lie, it'll hurt a bit, but if you tense it'll be worse. You need to relax Kat, just breathe, baby," he encourages, leaning down and pressing his forehead to mine. I let out a shaky breath I hadn't even realized I was holding. My body relaxes and I open my eyes, tears slipping down my cheeks.
"Please tell me it's in," I choke out, and he chuckles, shaking his head.
"Not even the tip," he breathes, and I nearly choke at his words when he kisses me again, pushing back slightly, and I wiggle beneath him, trying to get away from him. I knew he was big, but the bu
