Luna's Second Chance Beta

2 Suffering

Emma POV

It has been a week since I found out about Chase and Mia. I have to pretend in front of everyone that we are a happy couple. He puts his arm around me as we enter the dining room and I want to puke at his touch despite the tingles. He hasn't forced me to bed since that day, but I can feel him bedding Mia every day. I have to find a way out of this. I do not want a child with this man. I want to break my bond, but I have to make sure that Sarah is safe. At this point if it was just about me I wouldn't even care. I have no family left. We sit at the table and Mia is sitting at his other side. She begins to speak to me like I am still her sister. I stand to excuse myself and say I don't feel well. I can see that Chase isn't happy but makes no move to stop me. "I'll be up to check on you after dinner honey in our room" Chase says to me. I bow and walk out. Like hell he will I will never enter that room again as long as I live. He can keep f**king her in there until they both die. I go into the room a few doors away that I have been staying in. I lock the door because I don't want him thinking he is coming in here. I go to take a shower. As I look in the mirror, I think about what I could have done differently and what if I was prettier. I immediately shake those thoughts away when I hear a familiar voice in my head. "I'm sorry I have been missing Emma I just couldn't handle what our mate did" Ruby my wolf whines. I know Ruby I understand. I am hurt too but we need to stay strong and protect our friend. She agrees and tells me that Lucifer, Chase's wolf, is angry but cannot control him his human. I feel bad because her mate is not in agreement but what Chase is doing will still affect his and Ruby's bond.

I finish in the shower and put on a night gown. I get in bed and pray for sleep to take me. As I lay there, I hear the handle of the door begin to jiggle. I am so glad I locked it right now. He won't want to draw attention I am in a different room so hopefully he will just go away. "Emma open the door now" I hear him say in a whisper yell. I am going to pretend that I am sleeping and hope he gives up. After a few minutes he appears to have left so I breathe a sigh of relief. I am just dozing off when the door handle turns, and I know he got in. "Dear I told you I was coming to check on you in our room." "That meant it was your turn to be in our room tonight." I can't believe the s**t he is saying to me. I would rather not you can just use Mia, thanks anyway. I hear him growl and I know he didn't like my answer. "I told you before Emma you are my mate and I still care for you I just need a little variety." "We can still be happy you just won't have to work as hard to please me." "You will only sleep in here when I am using Mia otherwise, I expect you in our bed, Lucifer needs you and Ruby close." I hate him with every fiber of my being. I will not leave but I will not continue to share a bed with you. "I don't think you understand I am not asking you are mine so get up and come to bed so I can show you I still love you properly." I feel the sickness in the pit of my stomach he is not going to let this go. I think about Sarah and take a deep breath. I get up and walk toward our room. I see Mia standing at the door. "Not tonight Mia go to bed" he spits at her with authority, and I smile when her face falls. She doesn't argue and leaves.

"See Emma, I sent her away because tonight it's you and me." He pulls me into him, and it is everything I can do not to pull away. He begins to kiss me, and I can feel the bond, but I can feel the betrayal more. I just let him do what he wants, and I try to go far away in my mind. He lays me down on the bed after taking off my night gown. He undresses and the sight of his body that once ignited everything in me is repulsive. He climbs on top of me and thrusts in deep. "You feel so good mate even better than Mia." I flinch at his words as he begins to move faster and faster, I know he is close, but he does something I don't expect and bites my mark. The action makes me have an orgasm against my will and he empties his seed inside me. I pray with all that's in me that he did not just succeed after all these months of failure. After he's done, he rolls off me and pulls my back to his front like we have done a thousand times. I want to get up and shower with how dirty I feel but I know he is not going to allow it. I fall asleep and dream of this nightmare that I am living. I am woken up by a kiss to the forehead. I feel like I am in the twilight zone. "I have to head to the office for Alpha work if you should feel any pain today, I am sorry ahead of time." "I will see you at dinner." As soon as he is gone, I get up and run to the bathroom and puke. I feel disgusting I get in the shower, and I can't scrub myself clean enough. After twenty minutes I get out and put on a sun dress. I have to speak to Sarah and make a plan for us both to leave. I can't keep living this.