Sun Seth Memories

Chapter 12

WARNING: This chapter contains s****l content, strong language, violence, and s****l abuse that isn't suitable for young readers. Reader discretion is advised.

Damned We Will Be

SETH'S POINT OF VIEW

THUMP THUMP THUMP

Slowly, the man's lips formed a small... smile? "... You're awake, wife."

THUMP THUMP THUMP

... Who's this? Why is his voice... frighteningly familiar?

He took a step forward while I took a step back. The man closed the door then turned back at me and... smiled again. How badly I wanted to look away at his beaming face but there's something in the way his eyes shine as he looked at me that made me unable to look away.

"uh," I have to say something, I have to. I know I have to say something but I couldn't! His eyes looked frightening. It's as if I'm being stared at by someone from a long journey in a desert. "...h-hello..." I croaked unable to look at him.

I tried to steal a glance at his face only to catch him staring at me while smiling. I flinched. He... There is something about him. Something... dangerous.

"I knew you'd look for me once you regain consciousness!" He exclaimed happily. "Wait here, I'll call someone to prepare you food." Before I can stop him, he's gone.

I stilled before I realized I have to leave but at the same time, I can't move. I have an inkling, there are warning bells on my head but I don't think I have to leave this room. It might not be a good idea especially with how that man's eyes looked. He was frightening but I have to stay, just for a little while. Instead of escaping here alone and unsure of what might be waiting for me outside this room I have to choose another option. That man. It's better if I leave here through him. I have to know the reason why I'm here and what happened and more importantly why that man is calling me his wife.

Did I marry him when I was drunk too? What the hell, is that even possible when I'm already married?

Do I have to husband? Wow. Scary. I should never drink alcohol again, like ever.

The door opened with a soft creaking sound, my husband accompanied by another lady carrying a tray full of a variety of foods. I watch as the maid placed the tray of food on the side table but as expected, the juice and the glass of water spilled because of how her hands are shaking.

To my shock, the maid suddenly kneeled in front of my supposed husband number 2, trembling while crying.

"I'm sorry...! Please forgive me just this once! I won't do this mistake again! Please, please, give me one more chance! Young Master...!"

My eyes widen while watching her. Husband number 2 did not say anything else that's why I was about to step up and stop her when—

BOOGSH

"AGGH!"

I froze on the stop, wide-eyed.

My supposed husband kneeled with one knee in front of the maid sprawled on the ground while coughing blood.

"You..." I mentally shivered. This man's voice is colder than ice. "I warned not to make any mistake in front of my wife. How stupid are you?"

"Heuk...!" The sound of the maid coughing and sobbing made me look away while trembling. "Young Mas...ter...rry... I'm... sor... ry..."

Holding my breath, I clenched my hands. I wanted to help her but my hands won't stop shaking, my mouth won't move, I couldn't find my voice to speak up!

"Heh, a stupid b***h like you doesn't deserve any second chances."

PLAK PLAK PLAK PLAK PLAK PLAK PLAK PLAK PLAK

I turned to look at them only to find him slapping the maid repeatedly, non-stop, mercilessly with a blank expression on his face.

"top..." My voice quivered. The maid once beautiful, although fearful face grew unrecognizable because of his slaps! "Please stop!" I shouted gasping for air as if I run a mile repeatedly. It was so difficult to gather my voice, I feel my throat twitching when he turned to me.

His blank expression disappeared, he smiled brightly and stood up wiping the blood off his hands as if it's nothing. "I'm sorry, wife. My attention went somewhere else." He glanced at the unconscious maid and sighs, "Please don't mind that too much. Come here," He ushered me closer to him. Like a marionette, I walked towards him.

Dangerous... I knew he's dangerous! He doesn't seem to see his maid as a human but as a thing! The way his face shows no emotion as he hits her, that wasn't how a human should look. He's more than cruel.

"Hey..." even his soft voice calling me is frightening. His dark eyes are like the abyss of my nightmare. He gently cupped my face while smiling. "I'm sorry about what you witnessed. You see, that maid was a former omega s*x slave of my grandfather. I took pity on her when she begged me that she would like to work as a maid for me so I gave her a chance, who knew she'd be so stupid and useless that she would make a mistake in front of you. I'm sorry, my wife." He even smiled apologetically while glancing at the maid then frowning.

... Omega... s*x slave...?

Did I just hear him say that?

I shivered. How could this man say such things so nonchalantly without an ounce of care or sympathy for her!

"Are you cold? Wait, let me get you something to wear." He disappeared to one of the doors and when he returned he's got a pair of sweatpants and a shirt for me to wear. I thanked him quietly before I wore the clothes he gave me and finally look at his face with all the courage I have.

This man is dangerous. Super dangerous and from the way he acted, I must play my role properly. I knew it was the right decision to stay than to escape from this room prematurely. If this man caught me I'd be dead, no, I might suffer a fate worse than death.

"Uh, that maid, could you ask someone to take her away?"

He stared at me before he smiled. "Ahh... To hear your voice talking to me so sweetly. It has been a long time, Seth! Let me call for someone to pick that up."

That. He referred to a person as 'that'.

Just like he said, he called for someone to take the maid away. He didn't say anything to the two gigantic men while they took her away.

"Will... will she be okay?" I hesitantly asked.

"Oh, she will. She will return to her original job, it's what she's only good at anyway." He replied while smiling.

Her original job. She was a pleasure slave... That's what he meant.

I clenched my hands tightly and I looked down. I can feel my hatred towards this man multiplying. I don't know how I got entangled with this twisted man but my luck is obviously non-existent.

While I answer this man's blabber, I remembered who he is based on his stories.

His name is Jaxson, and we were classmates. Apparently, he's got his eyes on me ever since we met, said I caught his attention because I was 'beautiful' and cheerful, when and where did we meet for the first time? I don't even know that's why I had to ask him but I have to be careful because this man is a psycho when it comes to his delusion.

"Ah!" I massaged my temple with a pained expression enough to turn Jaxson's face into a crumpled expression with worry.

"What's wrong? What hurts?" He worriedly asked.

"I'm sorry, I just suddenly felt my head aching. I saw someone who looked like you all of a sudden but his face was blurry so tried to remember his face but I can't. He... he's wearing some sort of a uniform similar to what I wore in second year... aw!"

I stole a glance at him to find him wide-eyed. "H-Hey! That must be when we first met! Your memory must be returning now because we're together, Seth!"

"Yeah...?" Not. I don't remember meeting you aside from when I introduced myself in the classroom on the first day of school. "What happened that time... J-Jax...?" I internally cringe at how cheesy my voice sounded when I called his name but he seems pleased.

This is so difficult. I am walking on thin ice with this conversation about our past that I don't even know about. It's even more dangerous because I know what might happen to me once I pissed this man off or when he realizes that I am lying right now.

I'm scared! I'm scared! I'm scared! I'm scared! I'm scared! I'm scared! I'm scared! I'm scared! I'm scared! I'm scared! I'm scared! I'm scared! I'm scared! I'm scared! I'm scared! I'm scared! I'm scared! I'm scared! I'm scared! I'm scared! I'm scared! I'm scared! I'm scared! I'm scared! I'm scared! I'm scared! I'm scared! I'm scared! I'm scared! I'm scared! I'm scared! I'm scared! I'm scared!

I'M SO SCARED!!!!

My hands have been trembling slightly all this time as I talk to Jaxson.

Jaxson smile handsomely. "Let me tell you about it, my wife." My wife. The same two words spoken by two different men feel so much different. "We first met on the first day of school." Does... Does he know then? "Before the welcome ceremony, our path crossed when you bumped unto me, that was the first time. When you offered me your hand when I fell. When our hands touched I knew right there and then that we two are meant to be together. That's why you're my wife, Seth. We are perfect for each other."

De. Lu. Sio. Nal.

Did we really bump into each other? I mean if we did they, okay, we did, we bumped into each other, I helped him, and then, the end. Why does he need to develop some sort of first love on me that would lead him to be this delusional to the point that it's frightening? It's not okay... at all.

I cleared my throat before I replied. "I... I see. So, that's how it is."

"Yeah!" He beamed.

He smiles, talks, and acts like Sun, he's handsome, and yet I can't seem to find his resemblance to Sun like I thought he has. Don't they smile at me like this? But Sun is not frightening the way Jaxson is. Is it because I witnessed Jaxson's cruelty but not Sun's? If, by any chance, Sun is as cruel as him, what would I feel then?

Sun... I wonder, would he save me? Wait, what are we really? Are we really married or are we just playing pretend? Aren't we just testing waters with each other? I'm scared. I'm scared but this time I'm not even sure of what I really fear more.

Am I scared of Jaxson right now or am I scared of my expectations on Sun breaking?

I'm scared. I'm so scared, I don't know what to do, I don't know how to think.

Will Sun save me? Will he come?

— he won't. Don't be delusional like that crazy man, Seth. Know your worth. Compared to Sun, what are you? You're a dirty omega not worthy of being with him. Open your eyes! You're being naive and stupid again! He won't save you. He won't come. He's just pretending for the sake of entertainment.

That can't be right. Sun is... Sun is genuine.

— heh, genuine huh. The last time you thought someone was genuine he led you to death's door. The first one you thought was genuine defiled you. What's genuine? You can only rely on yourself. He won't save you. He. Won't.

I gripped my hands tightly when Jaxson's gently cupped my cheeks to face him.

"You okay?" He looks worried.

"Y-Yeah..." I trailed off looking away from him.

"That's good to know. Don't you feel hungry anymore?"

I shake my head. I don't feel hungry at all, I just had to force myself to eat in front of him so I won't piss him off.

"Great! I think you can answer me now, my wife. When you disappeared from me, who was that man with you?"

I froze.

"W-What...?"

When I look at his face again, his face wore a dark expression. He gritted his teeth before he asks again, "that man who picked you up. Who was he, my wife?"

My heartbeat picked up and my ears rang.

I thought I knew what fear was but right this moment, as Jaxson stared at me unblinking, it's like the world has introduced another form of fear to me. As if the hell that I went through isn't enough yet.

"W-what...? What do you mean... A man...?"

Jaxson's right eye twitched, then he smiled. "Surely, you're not trying to fool me?" He took something from behind him and my eyes almost fell when he showed me the photos from the time Sun picked — kidnapped me from my apartment. Sun is facing against the camera while my face is seen clearly.

"That... That is..."

THUMP-THUMP THUMP-THUMP THUMP-THUMP

I gulped. "He's... He's a childhood friend from overseas. He just returned that day so he took me to where he... and his parents are staying..." I forced a smile and then chuckle, "Ha... haha, I was so surprised that time because I didn't recognize him! He changed a lot so... I... panicked... a little..." My voice faded when he step forward and made me look at him in the eye.

"... really?" He asks suspiciously.

"Really!"

I don't feel guilty lying at all. It's either I lie or I die and I don't plan on dying right now, especially in the hands of this man who doesn't know what's real and what's not.

"Okay! So, how was the food?"

Shit. How fast his mood changes are giving me a whiplash.

"It was delicious, thank you so much for the food."

He chuckled and smiled at me, sickeningly sweet. "I'm glad you like it. Now then, we can resume what we were doing." He said and started leaning close to me and then closed his eyes.

I unconsciously leaned away. What we were doing? We were just talking though? What does he mean by this?!

"Ah... we were talking...?" I reminded him.

He chuckles and opened his right eye. "You know that's not what I mean."

WHAT DO YOU MEAN, THEN?!!!!

I gulped and chuckle still leaning away while he keeps on leaning closer to me. "A-Ah, Jax... son... can we... can we do this later? I'm kind of tired right now?"

He stopped. Thanked God he did! He pulled away from me and looked at the side where the candles are then looked back at me. I automatically smiled.

"I think the candles aren't working yet?" He asks himself more so than he asks me.

But the candles are working just... "ugh...!" I pinched my temple when a sudden pang hit me making me lose all my strength that lead me to lay on the bed weakly.

What was that...?

A sweet suddenly enveloped my senses as I felt the bed dipped and Jaxson laid on top of me with a wide grin on his lips, his hands supporting his body so he wouldn't crush me.

I groaned and closed my eyes at the same time my body heated up as the sweet scent intensified. I cupped my groin and glanced at the candles when the realization hit me.

The candles are aphrodisiac!

"Well, now it's working..." he chuckles.

He leaned on my face and trailed kisses from my cheeks to my neck. I groaned again and started breathing heavily.

This isn't good. I'm starting to lose control of my own body because of the aphrodisiac!

I'm scared... Oh God, I'm scared my eyes started watering when Jax gripped both my hands and placed them above my head while his other hand is caressing my body fervently while his heavy breath is fanning on my neck.

"S...top... Stop-- ah..." I wriggled my body to break free but just as my body is enveloped with this unexplainable heat my body continuously grew weak.

"Stop... please stop..."

Jaxson moved from licking my neck down to my n*****s.

"Ngh..! Don't!"

He didn't listen. He didn't take that as an objection, instead, he took that as a good signal, and while he's licking my n****e his playing with the other.

"don't... no..."

Dirty... I feel so dirty with all his kisses.

I don't want this! My body might react to his but my head is wide awake. I don't want this!!!

Still weak, I look around, the lampshade caught my eyes. It's a little far from me and with Jaxson holding my hands it'll be difficult but this is my only chance.

I let Jaxson do what he wants, I moaned and groaned and as expected, Jaxson's hand loosened on my hands. I took that chance of him being careless and swiftly grab the lampshade, without a second thought, I hit his head with it. It shattered while Jaxson stopped moving. I kicked his chest off of me and grab the blanket, wrapped it around me, and run to the door. I almost turned the knob of the door when the blanket is tugged backward pulling me along it.

I look back and watch as Jaxson's eyes glared at me with blood dripping from his forehead. My eyes widen when he started to stand. With my hands shaking I released the blanket and run to the door with nothing but my boxers. I unlocked the door and open it wide, without looking back, with a heavy breath and my heartbeat echoing in my head I run into the long hallway. I did not bother looking back. I'm scared. I'm scared that if I look back he's there, behind me, close and he'll grab me.

With that feeling, I pushed myself to run further when suddenly...

BANG

I froze. To my left. What was that? Is that the sound of gunshots?

BANG

Again. Again. And again until the sound of gunshot did not stop.

What... who's shooting?! Why do they have guns?!

Fear covered me again. I was about to run when I'm suddenly slammed against the wall.

"You..." Jaxson hissed so close to my face with gritted teeth.

I closed my eyes and raised my feet to kick him but he didn't budge, instead, he caught my knee and smirked. "Game over, my wife."

My eyes widen when he leaned and grab my jaw and forcefully caught my lips for a savage kiss.

He chuckle again when I tried to free myself. "Give it up. You are mine, my wife."

I glared at him, "f**k you." His eyes widen, surprised by my sudden reply. I took that moment of surprise to free my hand and with all the strength I can muster, I punched him. He staggered backward while I cupped my head when I got dizzy again. I tried to run again but Jaxson was quick to recover, all of a sudden, I felt my head hit something.

He... he slammed my head against the wall.

I felt something trickle from my now numb head and I don't need to be given a clue that its blood. My vision turned blurry when I felt a pinch on my neck.

My knees buckle but I caught sight of a syringe Jaxson is holding. My blurry vision turned upside down. I had to close my eyes so that I can at least focus even just for a while but when I opened my eyes, I'm back to the room I was once in.

Jaxson dropped me off to the bed and climbed on top of me. I raised my hand to punch him but I was too weak to even completely hit him.

"I don't know what's with you, my wife, but you can't keep bitching around like this." He smirked, "I know you want me too,"

How dare he. He's so delusional!

He drugged me, he hit me, and now he wants to force himself upon me. I won't let him!

I had no one to rely on but myself. I'm scared. My hands are trembling, I am even having a hard time breathing because of how heavy my breathing is, it's like I run a mile over and over again because of how fast my heart is beating because of fear.

I gritted my teeth, "crazy. You're a crazy fucker..." I breathed.

Jaxson obviously did not like that insult because he grew more violent. He tugged my boxer brief down. I violently shake him off by kicking, writhing and everything I could do to stop him but a single punch on my stomach rendered me unable to move.

I coughed multiple times because of the impact of his punch but Jaxson continued. Jaxson continued what he was doing, Jaxson parted my legs and grinned as he caressed his erected manhood.

I shivered, my fear intensified as he placed his thing on the entrance of my butt, and without further ado, he thrust his thing onto me, deep and hard.

Jaxson groaned in pleasure while I stared dead on the ceiling, not feeling a single thing. Is it painful? Is it pleasurable? I don't know, my body turned numb, the reason? I don't know too. Was it the drugs he injected or was it because of the aphrodisiac in the candles that turned my body numb? Maybe it's because my head's bleeding that's why I started to lose my senses.

I can see Jaxson thrusting but I don't feel anything, his body started to look far, far away from mine. This is better... I don't feel him at all. I don't feel him violating my body.

I closed my eyes and just let him do what he wants. Maybe he was right, they were right. Maybe this really is my fate. I am an omega after all. My sole purpose is to receive their anger, frustration, hatred. This is what my life is, what my life will become. 

An omega... 

I heaved a deep sigh. I tried my best... I tried so hard, I fought so hard but in the end... this still happened. They were right. This is what I should be.

I laid motionless, and unfeeling but relieved. When I'm this numb it means I'll be in a very deep and free sleep. Yes... I want to sleep... so... bad...

BLAG

"GET THE f**k OFF HIM!!!!"

BANG BANG BANG

"Seth...! Seth! Damn it! Call... lark call him, quickly!"

What was that feeling? It felt so warm. So comforting... Finally...