I have been staring in the mirror for five minutes to observe the big change in my appearance. The speed of time. My baby is five months old in my womb and during those five months Lester and I had a happy marriage.. Hindi pa rin ako gusto ni Mommy. Ngunit ang mahalaga ay hindi naman kinakampihan ni Daddy ang mga kasinungalingan niya. I touched my nose like a tomato. Apart from growing, it is also very oily. I can't use skin care because I'm pregnant. It's not that skin care is literally forbidden for me, there are beauty products that can be used for pregnant women. I just don’t want to use it just like I don’t taste cigarettes. I love cigarettes but I love the child in my womb more. "I'm ugly and fat." Sabay simangot ako. "Kaya siguro hindi na ako niyayang makipag molmol ng asawa ko.